tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15368962838566362132012-02-16T20:48:37.417+08:00happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.comBlogger1481100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-1297112190711675752010-06-25T02:38:00.003+08:002010-06-25T02:54:27.049+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">睡5小时后<br />我不再睡觉至到现在...<br />虽然我真的真的很累<br />当我关着眼睛的那时候<br />又睡不着<br />这就是所谓的失眠吧?<br /><br />今天我们去吃laska...<br />还不错<br />过后我们又去orchard看看走走<br />玩了两场的pool..<br /><br />然后我就回来了<br />喝了一罐mocha...<br />之后买饭回来...<br />到了7.30pm吧<br />我们去了geylang买水果<br />知道很无聊...<br /><br />11.30am的时候<br />我又吃了宵到现在<br />我看我真的快变肥了...<br />我的天啊!<br /><br />刚刚我在FB上看到了他的留言<br />他的心情好像不是很好<br />我就问了他还好吗?<br />我从来就没打算想要问他什么<br />因为我也知道他也不会告诉我<br />所以我不需要自讨没趣...<br />其实我也不是很在乎他到底开心还是不开心<br />有的也只有朋友的关怀而已吧...<br /><br />突然觉得身体不舒服<br />很难呼吸<br />好久都没有回去看医生了...<br />胸口还在痛...<br />真的觉得很烦..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-129711219071167575?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-80283086732265254622010-06-23T23:38:00.002+08:002010-06-24T00:14:56.479+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">有听过cry on my shoulder这首歌吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">当我听到这首歌的时候 其实是毫无情绪可言的 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">一直到刚刚 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我又哭了... ='( </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">当我听到的时候</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">你想知道我在想什么吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我真的希望有个人能唱这首歌给我 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我只想要有人安慰而已... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">好害怕一个人的时候</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">好不喜欢晚上的时候... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我又失控了...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">又笑又哭</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">都不知道该怎么办了.. </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我真的一句都不想让他知道</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">告诉他我真的很开心</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">一点都不需要担心我...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">又骗了他... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">这是我的感情</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">所以我不需要让他知道... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">你可以骗得过所有的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">我真的觉得自己好厉害... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">所以我又笑又哭... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">其实我好想一一地说出</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">但是我发觉很难.. </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">*深呼吸* </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#999900;">继续! =D</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8028308673226525462?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-4614477714082453772010-06-23T11:57:00.002+08:002010-06-23T12:23:04.231+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>说一说我昨晚做了什么吧... =D</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>9.30起床...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>去bugis找angie..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>我们就开始去吃小笼包</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>$42.00++</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>然后 我们就去bugis street逛街</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>没看到什么我喜欢的</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>就没买东西...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>过后 我们就去iluma走走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>angie还买了一条美丽的项链...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>很好看 很大方...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>angie就打算送给朋友就去了farrer park的city square mall..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>我们还去了somerset</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>修手表...还不便宜呢?...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>所以我们过后还去唱k..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>我们都唱到声音沙哑了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>但是我很开心</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>唱到了好多给自己的勇气坚持下去的歌曲...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>angie的朋友就来接我们</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>然后我们就去吃katong laksa...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>很好吃 虽然很辣</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>但是我都吃完了..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>由于angie的朋友在那里上班</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>她就去找朋友...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>她找的朋友还不错看哦?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>过后我就在bukit gobak下车回家...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>我真的很开心</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>虽然我很累</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong>但是我真的比在家里还要开心...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#996633;"><strong></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-461447771408245377?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-89917019129214827652010-06-23T00:45:00.002+08:002010-06-23T01:26:13.330+08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">1.19am了</span></span></b><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">我还是没睡</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">或许不是我不想睡 </span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">而是我睡不着...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">一整夜都没有睡</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">9.30am准备去bugis</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">我今天真的玩得很开心</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">好久都没有那么的开心了...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">现在的我都已经不清楚我到底在做什么了</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">好像疯了一样</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">没有理智...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">我不想要现在说说我去了哪里</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">明天吧?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">脑是累了</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">但是身体还不累...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">都不知道我折磨自己是为了什么?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">你能回答我是为了什么?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">我也不知道</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">真好笑~</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33CC00;">心原来可以那么痛...</span></span></b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8991701912921482765?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-8302216706393276302010-06-22T00:56:00.002+08:002010-06-22T01:59:37.450+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>爱 是一种感觉</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>我还是真的无法那样的潇洒地说放手就放手</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>上一秒 开开心心地安慰着朋友</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>与他开着玩笑</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>下一秒 发着呆 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>最近 我常常看着一个方向</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>傻傻地看着 思绪却早已放空</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>没想着什么 就爱上了那样放空的感觉... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>昨晚 听着一首首的歌</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>也是放着空的呆了好久好久</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>那时的眼泪 我难以分辨是真是假</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>可能是真的哭了 或许是我累了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>是真是假我也懒得去分辨... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>去了sembawang park</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>看着海</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>意外地发现我失去了那种看着海放松自己的感觉</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>就是没感觉</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>也荡着秋千</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>只想荡得高高地</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>还是没有感觉</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>可能我的心真的痛了 累了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>就推掉所有的情感</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>让心休息~</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>我不知道我能给自己打几分?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>*深呼吸* </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#330099;"><strong>我会加油!</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-830221670639327630?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-83651211717366854732010-06-20T23:44:00.002+08:002010-06-21T01:10:38.507+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>=DDDDD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我笑不是因为我能100%告诉你 我不爱了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>也不是告诉你 我选择回到原点...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我答应过一个人 我不会再哭</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我也会开开心心地过我的日子...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我现在不能100%告诉他 我做到了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>还在努力着...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>或许没有他的话 也不可能有现在的我</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>一个从新生活 从新出发又坚强的我... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>如果没有他的鼓励 我还是那一位站在原地的我... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>谢谢你，kor... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>说一说我今天又有什么进步好了... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我还是有和他在联络</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>别说我这样子是忘不了他 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>因为我真的是想通了.. </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>想忘记一个人必须面对</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>以前的我都在选择逃避这现实吧?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>可能放下并不需要时间去证明 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>而是需要时间去想通 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>心里的明白可能比什么都还来得重要吧?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>想通也许只需要一秒钟.. =D </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我当然也不肯定我是100%的想通</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>也可能是我的心痛到麻木的地步了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>所以现在的我还不能那么潇洒地说不爱就不爱... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>过一段时间再说吧?... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>=D</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我刚刚勇敢地看完了他的部落格 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我没有任何的反应</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>一点都没有 =D </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>可能我所有的爱都给了我的idol们了... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong>我给自己100分!!! =DDDDD</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"><strong></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8365121171736685473?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-84313385680643452442010-06-19T12:35:00.001+08:002010-06-20T00:44:17.009+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#c0c0c0;">几天的距离居然是那么的遥远...<br />我几时不再问他去了哪里?<br />也多久没有细心的叮咛他去看医生?<br />他没变,变的人是我...<br />我不再安静地聆听他的问题，也不再等着他的消息...<br />以前聊天离线的总是你,几时变得和你不再热络?<br />以前找话题的人是我,几时变成了你?<br />我不再是以前的我,我相信你会让我离开,我也从来不属于你...<br />我们越来越陌生,我...不再努力的维系...<br />别说是我的错，错的人不是我.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#c0c0c0;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8431338568064345244?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-76953095260561654142010-06-18T22:36:00.002+08:002010-06-18T22:58:56.339+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我的心情现在好糟好糟</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">不知道怎么去处理</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">只能拼命地去压抑心里的感受...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">想知道我刚去了哪里吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">和家人去了那个和他去过的地方...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">一听到vista point</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我就笑不出来了... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">到了那里</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">什么话都说不出</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">尽管那里的人好多好多</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">却都笑不出来... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我好想好想离开那个地方</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">你知道吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">今天真的是.... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">想起了所有</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">全部的所有!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我是第一位走掉的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">看得出我有多不喜欢那里了吧?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">曾经喜欢的地方变成了讨厌的地方</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">真的好讨厌的感觉...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">后悔了.... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我不知道该怎么去控制自己的内心了</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">我会忍着... </span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7695309526056165414?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-66133797949160653672010-06-18T05:08:00.002+08:002010-06-18T05:53:09.245+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">有好多好多的话想说... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">却从何说起</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;">那倒不如沉默...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6613379794916065367?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-16830141585525239592010-06-13T02:25:00.002+08:002010-06-13T03:58:58.729+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">버스는 영 점 사랑 깡통을 또한 돌려보낼 수 있는가? </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">좋은 방법?좋은 방법?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">처리하는 방법？처리하는 방법？</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">나는 이미 나가… </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">누구인지 몰랐다그러나 그러나 나 많은 많은 것을 엄밀한 사랑을 실제로 믿기 위하여 나에 의하여 실제로 원하기 위하여 인 나 너무 더 이상 교차하는 그가 저를 찾아낼 수 없지 않는 이유 회고했다.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">지금 단지 그 때 속이는가 저를 그를 속이는 원하도록 저를 속이도록 그는 단지 해서 좋은가?좋은 이기적인 선택 그는 속였다 저를…</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">그러나 그는 분할한다 함께에 있는 다른 여성 학생과 가진 다리를…</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">아마 연설은… </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">진짜로 치졸하게 검출한ㄴ다고 모두가 항상 그는 말했다는 것을 실제로 믿어 믿게 기꺼이 하지 않는 는 이다심혼은 이해할 수 있을 위하여 이미 빨리 확실하게 나누었다 당신을 떠나게 평화롭게 했다 저가…</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;">당신은 저로 당신을 사랑하지 않기 위하여 대우했다… </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1683014158552523959?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-42234273530955506312010-06-12T03:08:00.002+08:002010-06-15T04:31:02.363+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">说一说BBQ那一天吧...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">早上6点睡，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">10点就起床了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">不知道为什么最近的我</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">老是睡不好...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">起初一直都在下雨</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">还在担心说BBQ是不是不能开了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我1点多又回去睡</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">3点多又起来...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">然后就去了外婆家</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">看到了阿姨他们...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">一直到5-6点多</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">BBQ正式开始!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">一想起那一天</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">真的是我最开心的一天</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我吃好多好多</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">吃到我都快变肥了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">姐姐带了男朋友来</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">一直欺负我</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我还负责拍一些照片</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我拍的照片都是他们不注意的时候</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">真的是很好笑...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">不知道吃了多少根Hotdog呢...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">13/6/2010</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我们一起去吃餐厅</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">海京楼!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">听过吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我们从以前去一起去吃</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">阿公最喜欢吃那里的粥呢?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我们还去吃两天哦?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">有钱吧?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">想一想这真是奢侈的享受...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我还记得一件事情</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我吃到猪脚筋!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">想到就想要吐!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">算了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">其实还不错吃... =)</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">14/06/2010</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">其实这一晚的事情我不打算说出的</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">就想说写一写也没关系...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">那一晚我头痛</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">加上身体有点不舒服...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我在姐姐没有回家的床上</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">哭了一整晚... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我哭得原因我不想再谈</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">因为这一次我累了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">不管什么都无法再动摇我的决心了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我想这一次我真的是想通了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">明白了一切...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">你不再相信爱情而不再去在乎</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">她伤得你很深</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我了解... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">但是假如你无法去相信的话</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">从一开始你就不该说...</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">我该怎么办 只能静静望着</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">甚至不能简单问候</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">别握我冰冷的双手</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">现在我必须放你走</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">我还怎么办 你在渐渐远去</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">早已满腹的泪水</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">再怎么努力隐藏却还是无法停止</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">无法停止的爱 我该怎么办</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">请别忘掉相爱的记忆</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算遇到另一个令你展开笑颜的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">痛苦的离别也因你觉得万幸</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">收起悲伤的泪水 再见</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">什么也没为你做</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">却只给你留下伤痛</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">你是那个接受我任何感受的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">现在必须放你走 该怎么办</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">请别忘掉相爱的记忆</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算遇到另一个令你展开笑颜的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">痛苦的离别也因你觉得万幸</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算疼痛地无法呼吸 泪水横流</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">曾幸福的记忆请不要丢掉</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算遇到另一个令你展开笑颜的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">痛苦的离别也因你觉得万幸</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">现在我必须把无法感受的爱送走</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">你是唯一能让我微笑的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算爱越深 心越痛</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">曾幸福的记忆请不要丢掉</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">就算遇到另一个令你展开笑颜的人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">痛苦的离别也因你觉得万幸</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">收起悲伤地泪水 是我唯一能做的事</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">再见</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">GOODBYE！</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">15/06/2010</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">就是今天...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我们去了Jurong hill吃很贵很贵的食物</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">有鱼翅?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">虾?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">鱼?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">有好多道菜...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我们在那里的时候</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">只有我们这一家</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">所以我的二表弟还说</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">这餐厅是我们包下来的呢?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">还有还有...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">我的uncle还因为爱面子而点了250++的食物?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">看吧?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">都是男人爱面子的错... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">之后我们就去旁边的钓虾场钓虾..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">1个小时好像是$15</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">最后还什么都没钓到... -.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">明天还说要去游泳呢?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;">再看看吧...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcccc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4223427353095550631?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-40962590190913681112010-06-11T01:31:00.002+08:002010-06-11T04:05:07.293+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">好久没生病了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">一生起病来就好辛苦.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">2点半了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">又过了一天</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">喉咙痛痛的</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我还想说我应该不是生病才对</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">没有那么lucky呢</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">没想到 -.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">又不见得其他方面我有那么的lucky...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">刚刚去了marine parade</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">有点-.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">因为只去那里吃个饭</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是过程很开心 =)</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">明天晚上会去834吃好料!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不怎么期待 -.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是生病的人什么都不能吃 =(</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">姐姐的BBQ在星期6</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我可不想失去这样子的机会呢 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我很期待! =)</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我讨厌药的味道</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">迟迟无法散去</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">好讨厌!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我的糖果又吃完了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">明天该去买一些回来了=)</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">今天是星期五了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我又生病</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">又熬夜的</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不被骂才有鬼 =.=</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">对了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">明天该是时候买礼物给姐姐了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">要不然我又要被人说我是吝啬了</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是依我看来是-.-</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我忘了是什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">난 당신을 원하지 않아</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">절대 아닙니다</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">난 차라리 당신없이는 것입니다</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;">당신을 사랑합니다 않아</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ccffff;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4096259019091368111?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-50032182334749355912010-06-10T03:05:00.003+08:002010-06-10T04:44:55.029+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">今晚的夜 好暗好暗</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">而街道上的街灯却在这时候温暖了我的心.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">或许是畏惧 或许是感到寂寞</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">而这样的我 就像灭了火的蜡烛一样</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">一点一点地拖抹着我的生命... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">困在我内心深处的锁</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">就好比大海捞针</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">茫茫人海之中找到了那一把钥匙.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">好无头绪 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">内心挣扎..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我反复问着自己</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">该打开那把锁?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不停地问自己 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">你...打开了那把锁之后 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">将会失去些什么 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">而我很清楚了解 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">那是哪一种的失去...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">这一次我不想锁着快乐</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我想我真的能打开那把锁了!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">*wo nan yi qu xiang xin </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo ye bu zhi dao gai ru he rang ni ming bai</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">huo xu wo bu yong zai shuo shen me le.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">jiu rang zhe yi qie hui dao yuan dian </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ke neng wo wu fa wang le ni </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dan shi zhe yang yi lai wo ke yi cong xin sheng huo </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ye neng jie kai ni dui wo de kui qian </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">you shi yi lai shi wo nan yi fang xia zhe yi duan </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shang tian gei le wo he ni zhe me yi ge ji hui </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo yi ding hui qu zhen xi?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">jiu rang wo he ni jiu xiang liang tiao ping xing xian </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">bu yao zai you shen me jiao ji.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dan shi wo xiang shuo wo yi zhi yi lai dou zai nv li di</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wei chi wo he ni de guan xi</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo zhen de zhen de nv li le </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">que hai shi zhao bu hui lai le </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">huo xu shi wo yao qiu de tai duo </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dan shi wo zhen de shi yao qiu tai duo le ma?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shi wo tai guo nv li er hai zi ji shi qu zhe yi duan gan qing ma?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dui bu qi </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo zhen de qian ni zhe yi shen </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ru guo bu shi wo de peng you yao qiu ni dang shi na me zuo</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ni ye bu hui jue de dui wo you kui qian...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">zhi qian de na xie yong qi </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">shi yin wei wo ai ni cai you de </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">zi shao ni rang wo ming bai le shen me shi ai?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo.... bu zhi dao wo hai hui bu hui qu xiang xin ai qing</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">na wo jiu zu ni kuai le yi bei zi le,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">wo ye hui jiang he ni de kuai le hui yi yi zhi fang zai wo de xin li </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">yong bu zai kai qi</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ye yong bu zai ti qi...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5003218233474935591?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-56821981642166219772010-06-08T02:57:00.000+08:002010-06-08T03:08:34.924+08:00It is already 2.58am,yet i am still up...<br />I have some doubts inside my heart,however i find no one to solve?<br />related to family... <br />telling the truth,i doesn't like my family member,my dad?<br />i doesn't know why?<br />i know that i am not filial if i really dislike my dad..<br />it is not i dislike him,i doesn't like him to be drunk?he would make our home a big mess..without a single day of peace..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5682198164216621977?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-58986503276001790972010-06-05T02:31:00.002+08:002010-06-05T02:51:27.160+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">yesterday is my last day of work,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">suddenly i miss my workplace when it is the time to go back...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i think i had gone insane!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i take all the clothes and everything there as my second home,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">it is really a funny joke!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">alright,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i heard a news from TW grandma's house,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">relative died...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i doesn't know what feeling can i still use it?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">after losing ah gong,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">telling the truth that i really doesn't like this news!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i doesn't wanna anyone to tell me this BAD NEWS!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">but nothing matter what,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i still have to accpet this cruel truth,RIGHT?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">cause i doesn't have the right to control anyone's life?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">going through all these things,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i am truly tired about everything..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i will give up on everything,maybe?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i doesn't wanna to lose anyone,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">thats why i am holding on to it..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i doesn't believe that love is such a cruel thing,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">thats why i am still unable to let him go...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">i doesn't wanna my life leave any regret,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">thats why i still hang on?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">可能有一天我会放弃你，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但不是现在!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我不知道我还可以喜欢你多久，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我知道的是现在的我已经无法放弃你.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我不知道我和你的缘分还能到多久，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但是只要我和你是相爱的，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">那我就没遗憾了吧?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我只是希望和你聊聊天，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我也会给你空间，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不让你烦... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我也会努力去把你忘记，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我知道我现在不能，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">将来或许能...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但是现在我想告诉你，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我从来都没有后悔过...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我敢写因为我知道你不会上来，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我想说的是：我真的很爱你!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">也许有些什么我不懂</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">也说不出口</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">却从你眼中发现了你的不同</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">让我替你开口说分手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">成全 虽难受幸福</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">有时候总是躲在勇敢背后</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">爱情不是占有</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">还你自由</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">想给祝福</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">却不能由衷</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">但愿这一点痛</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">今后能够换回你最近失去的笑容</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">最后抵不过现实的作弄</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">握了手有过了感动</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">你却一直得不到你要的天空</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">爱已经不在留着也没用</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">时间让我们看透</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">什么时候该收什么时候</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">该走也许有些什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">我不懂也说不出口</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">却从你眼中发现了你的不同</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">让我替你开口说分手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">成全 虽难受幸福</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">有时候总是躲在勇敢背后</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">爱情不是占有</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">还你自由</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">想给祝福</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">却不能由衷</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">但愿这一点痛</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">今后能够换回你最近失去的笑容</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">最后抵不过现实的作弄</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">握了手有过了感动</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">你却一直得不到你要的天空</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">爱已经不在留着也没用</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">时间让我们看透</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">什么时候该收</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">什么时候该走</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">最后抵不过现实的作弄</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">握了手有过了感动</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">你却一直得不到你要的天空</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那只是场梦</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">不该不放手</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">爱已经不在留着也没用</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">时间让我们看透</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">什么时候该收</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">什么时候该走</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">阿杜-还你自由</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5898650327600179097?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-39038922397638840312010-06-02T01:42:00.002+08:002010-06-02T02:11:19.458+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">I asked superman a question:</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">superman,do u believe love can last forever?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but superman answered me a NO!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i doesn't know what is right or wrong within my life,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i had lost FAITH,perhaps?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">After many things happened in my life,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">my heart doesn't know what can i still believe with?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i doesn't believe in love,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i doesn't believe in anything,maybe?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i admit that i am not smart,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i am not strong at all?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">no matter how strong i am looking,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but i am feeling sorrow inside.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">I always thought i am already strong until everyone won't suspect that i am unhappy,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but I'm wrong..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i am stubborn,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but just because i am stubborn,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i doesn't give up easily..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">this is my character..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but this world given me a big challenge,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">make me unable to walk to the right pathe,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i am stupid,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i am a sotong,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">i am clumpsy,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">but i am who am i...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">BUT how come i always with to give myself a CHANGE?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;">WHY CAN'T I JUST BE MYSELF?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc9933;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3903892239763884031?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-12199759935305311952010-05-31T23:45:00.002+08:002010-06-01T00:08:51.868+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">today is a tiring day for me!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">my right hand is hardly move right now,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">it is quite painful...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">yet i still have to work until thursday?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i just have to hang on few more days and i will be free!!...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">hang on~~</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">alright,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i cried AGAIN,last night..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i doesn't know that i like him until like that?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">it is very surpised to me,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">as i doesn't really believe in relationship?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i told superman:i gave up!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i doesn't wanna anything anymore!.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">please dun force me anymore!...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i... hurt him!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">i'm so sorry about it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">he doesn't reply my message anymore...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">what can i really do?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">if not i give up on relationship,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">if not i give up on friendship?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">WHY MUST I ALWAYS CHOOSE WITHIN TWO CHOICES?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">WHY?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">WHY?!WHY?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">I DON'T WANNA TO !</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">I DON'T WANNA TO!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc6600;">=(</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1219975993530531195?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-14232921898402762252010-05-30T22:17:00.002+08:002010-05-30T22:49:37.261+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">I had a great time with family today.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">went to ah ma and dicuss about ah gong's matter..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">after that,went to eat..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">the food was so awful!.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">ok,but it is also expensive as well..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">$73 dollars!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">we are going to have BBQ soon!..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">on the day of my sister's birthday... =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i am so excited for that day,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">it will be very fun!..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">hmm... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i cried again last night...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i sleep at 5 in the morning..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i doesn't wanna to remember last night at all..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i told superman that i will be leaving his life,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">as long he is happy..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">it is really hard for me to let him go.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">but yet i still have to force myself to..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i doesn't wanna to talk about it anymore..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">i still have to hang on and move on with my life.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">thanks for giving such a good memories...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">THANKS!... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">need time,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">but when is the time?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1423292189840276225?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-34794237948913040672010-05-30T00:46:00.002+08:002010-05-30T02:33:44.724+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">The date is around the corner,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">2nd of june...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">the date that we deicided to be together?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">actually it is not his fault for him to let go?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">it is not his idea for him to ask me for stead,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">it is my friend's idea..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">so it is his freedom to find for his better relationship?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">actually you doesn't owe me anything,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">so you no need to say sorry or so...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">lucky i have to work on that day,at least i can spend my day without thinking of him...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i doesn't know how do you really feel?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">to me,i feel that you doesn't really care...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">maybe it is my problem,i am such a insecure girl..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">yet you are unable to give me anything...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">you are happy right now,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i am happy for you...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i hope that u can everlasting with your present girlfriend..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">this time round,i am unable not to give up on you.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">it is VERY VERY PAINFUL!!... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i still remember how we spend our little time?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i will still laugh whenever i remember how do u fell down in front of me,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">and yet u still acting cool ?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i still remember our 老地方...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i still remember how do u scare me?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">i will always remember everything in between us...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">LMY,yet i am unable to let u know...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">FORGET IT...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;">U MUST FORGET HIM!!.. =(</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ff99;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3479423794891304067?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-1058399692363694592010-05-28T01:11:00.002+08:002010-05-28T01:45:45.800+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">oh well,i saw a runway at my workplace.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i think it is so cool...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i am so hyper right now,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">as tomorrow is my last day of work for this week!!...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">actually,i still have many problems on me.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">yet i choose to let it be..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i doesn't know this pathe is it right or wrong to me?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">the decision that i made,unable to return anymore.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i doesn't know letting him go is it really the best way to us?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">but i know something.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">it hurts me!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">it is really painful when u choose to leave someone u love?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i doesn't know how long i can hang on?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i told myself,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">as long as he is happy with it,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i will do as he wish.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">now ii had understand how he feels?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">this role is hard to be.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i am trying my best to moving on with my life,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">but u know that?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">without him,everything seems to be not right.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i knew he doesn't have the time to come up,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">thats why this is only the place that i can really express my true feelings.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i think i will lie to him.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i will lie to him that i had a boyfriend.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">for me to really give up on him..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">actually i doesn't wanna to hurt him,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">but i have no choice?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">are u happy right now?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i really hope your life is better than mine?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">i can just forcing myself to move on......</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;">..............</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">原来爱总是让人哭让人辛苦</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">到底付出了多少才能看清楚</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">想跟随你的眼神却忘记脚步</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">也忘了什么是幸福...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">without you,i am nothing...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-105839969236369459?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-73397790706039158542010-05-26T23:57:00.002+08:002010-05-27T00:07:52.371+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">nearly out of control today...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">nearly cry out...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">it is my fault,cause i listened to those sad songs since working..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">i doesn't smile through out the entire working time..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">but i smile because of my stupid mother..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">who doesn't know how to control the computer..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">just only like to laugh,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">but at least i smile today?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">i wonder how long can i still able to hang on?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">i always hang on,moving on..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">but how much longer can i control myself?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">i doesn't know,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">i had a date with ee ling this week,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">on sunday!!...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">MY OFF DAY!.. YEAH!~</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">it is so random.. haha.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7339779070603915854?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-65047063084632667842010-05-25T23:59:00.002+08:002010-05-26T01:03:14.890+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">I HATE GUYS WHO LIKE TO FLIRT!!!...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">I quarrelled with him just now,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">because of a friend..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">actually,there is no need for me to talk about him anymore.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i had told him just be friends will do.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">maybe we doesn't have the fate to be couple again?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i know that i still care about him,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">but i won't let myself step over the line,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">not because i doesn't care anymore,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">just that i prefer to be like this?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">maybe not,but forcing myself to...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">not because i want it,but i can't choose it...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i doesn't let him know that i still care,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i take it very lightly...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">i doesn't ask him,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">he doesn't ask me,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">he gave up,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">while i am trying to... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">using work to fill up my time,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">used up all my energy for not letting me to think about it...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">don't wanna to think about it.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">don't wanna to talk about it.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">don't wanna to heard about it.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">what can i do then?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6504706308463266784?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-33343866777738725692010-05-22T22:50:00.002+08:002010-05-22T23:11:46.048+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">可以说很不开心，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">不是发生了什么事情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">而是觉得好累，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">还是会觉得累... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">去教会可能那是错误的决定,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">i am not supposed to go... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">just that, i can't hide myself somewhere...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">not crying over those things,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">but to give myself some times to be alone.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">recently,i love to be alone.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">maybe,everything will not going to be the same as before.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">i am tired of everything yet i am unable to do anything.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">i can't stop such life,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">i can't stop the time...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">what i can do is just force myself to accept everything?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">even though it is a cruel thing to me.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">acting everyday,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">i am so happy today =D</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">but do u know i am miserable inside?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">no one know it,</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">so now only time can cure my woundS.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"><strong>CAN THE TIME BE FASTER? =(</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3334386677773872569?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-41740944618060064612010-05-20T15:00:00.002+08:002010-05-20T15:43:37.359+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">下雨天，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">真的会改变一个人的心情...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我该说那是改变吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">可能那是我放弃所有的情绪，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我没再在乎什么... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">这一次，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我真的打算什么都不管了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">这一次我想为自己自私...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">为我的心找一个开心的方式，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">让自己开心点...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">可能心愿始终不能如愿，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">那我也只好放弃那心愿，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">因为这是最平凡的，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">也是最困难的幸福... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我总是不够成熟，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">像个孩子一样任性，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">是我不够好... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我不体贴，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">也不温柔... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我不想给你任何的负担，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">却做不到.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">对不起，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">说再多也不能留下什么，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我承认自己的软弱，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">承认自己根本就不够坚强... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">是我的错.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不要再纵容我的自私了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">真的!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我不想连自己都讨厌这样的自己... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4174094461806006461?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-64061789860746083672010-05-19T00:47:00.003+08:002010-05-19T01:19:40.458+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我很不开心 =(</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我真的厌倦了这样的生活，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">假如你难过，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">对不起!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">不用让我知道，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">因为我不需要再知道...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我的心累了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">痛了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">哭了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">不要管了!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我控制不了我的眼泪，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">并不是我想为了你哭，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">而是你不值得我为你哭... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我好想笑，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">笑我的失败，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">笑我做人是那么的失败... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">朋友?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">对我来说是垃圾，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">而我不用再珍惜谁，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">因为你们都不需要...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">我不会同情你!!</span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">你知道我有多想恨你吗?!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">你到底要我怎么办?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">你给我的还剩下什么?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;">你千万不要给我理由去恨你...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6406178986074608367?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-86537226764944215322010-05-18T00:28:00.002+08:002010-05-18T00:42:10.416+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我用睡眠的时间来post，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">能说是为了自己吧?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我和他说了，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我想做朋友... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我不知道他在不在乎，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">也不用知道..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">有些事情不用拆穿，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">假装不知道反而对我对他都好...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我也不知道我哪来的勇气，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">告诉他这一句... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我放弃，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我知道我会难过，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是我觉得我不会后悔..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我会后悔，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">因为我无法和他在一起..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">或许是我对他有要求，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">其实我不该给他任何压力，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">他很不开心，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是他还说他没事..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我不知道为什么我很难过,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">因为我帮不上他什么..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">所以，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我把我们的关系变回最初的朋友，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">那时我和他都会说出心里话的朋友....</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我想念你依赖我的感觉，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">你不需要逞强...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我可以不做你的女朋友，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">因为我只想要你快乐，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">你知道我的感受吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我不稀罕你女朋友的位置，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我想要的是能与你同甘，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我希望我可以分担你的痛苦，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">而不是一而再的觉得对我有亏欠...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8653722676494421532?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-29309049475100121022010-05-15T22:50:00.002+08:002010-05-15T23:12:08.724+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#3366ff;"><strong>sometimes it is hard for us to do something that we want to..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">下一秒不知道会发生什么事，只有在当下做出对你最好的选择...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">人总是要失去了才懂得那人的重要，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">那为什么你不珍惜呢?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">等到那个人想放弃了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">绝望了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">你才想要去挽回...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">那是否一切都没有意义了?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">有很多时候，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">我们无法决定什么，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">我们的手心有不同的命运，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">有长与短，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">有弯与直，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">也等于我们才控制着我们的生命..</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">虽然我们能控制着我们的生命，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">但是我们却无法回头，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">回到我们失去得当下...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">挽回所有你不想失去的一切...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">不要做会让你后悔的事情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">一旦你后悔，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;">你就无法挽回什么了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#9999ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2930904947510012102?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-42652626411306248072010-05-15T10:23:00.002+08:002010-05-15T10:30:10.917+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">我每天的事情就是，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">起来，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">做工，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">放工，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">冲凉，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">睡觉...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">有没有更精彩的人生呢?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">没有意义的人生，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那根本就没有活在这世界过...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4265262641130624807?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-73419299020523122582010-05-06T23:46:00.002+08:002010-05-07T00:05:20.982+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">有人说：开心，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">悲伤，难过，生气，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">那都是我们人生的一部分，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">没有了难过，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">又怎么会记得快乐?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">连续做四天工的我，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">快被累死，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">也快被无聊死... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">这几天，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我发现了很多东西，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">也发现了一些事情..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">或许我不该去窥探那些事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">而是我是不小心发现到的... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">家里的事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">朋友的事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">工作的事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">感情的事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">这一些都是我生活中的一部分，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我知道这一些都是我的烦恼，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但是我又该怎么办呢?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">有很多时候，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不应该用脑去想事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">而是需要去用心...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">比如：感情?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我在帮助我的朋友挽回她的感情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我帮她，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不是说她做得对，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我也知道她做的是错的，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但是我还是帮了她，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不为什么，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">只为了一句她爱他...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">或许很多人会说：</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">你神经病啊!为什么你要让她受伤?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">那我问你：你和一个人在一起12-3年，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">你会舍得离开他吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">别一下子就回答我，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">别人的事情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">说得简单，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">自己的问题，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">你铁定会犹豫不决... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">你会说我很笨，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">但是或许让她再一次的伤害，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">她才会得一次教训..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">不管是什么结果，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">我希望我看到的是好事，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">也希望我做的决定是对的...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7341929902052312258?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-85466638966035806372010-05-03T23:58:00.003+08:002010-05-04T00:38:35.977+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">我不是不明白，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">你给我的那两首歌，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">曾经也是我想给你的...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">我以为一直在背后难熬的人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">是我.. </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">或许我一直都把自己为中心，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">而忘了去考虑你的心情... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">真的很对不起，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">我很努力不去想了，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">但是我还是不能控制... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;">假如现在的你,想放弃的话.我二话不说地放弃.不是不再像过去一样，而是我不希望我和你的感情变成你的一种束缚.有时,我真的觉得好累... 我是觉得对她不公平... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8546663896603580637?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-75324355433278860522010-05-01T23:51:00.002+08:002010-05-02T01:37:59.071+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>是我太残忍了吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>我做错了吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>我在他最难过的时候，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>放弃他...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>我算是背叛了他，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>你欠我的... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#3333ff;"><strong>我不知道该怎么做了...</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7532435543327886052?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-25182432001788415382010-05-01T01:09:00.001+08:002010-05-01T01:13:15.468+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;">累是我现在的生活，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;">不想说什么...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;">只想说:我真的好累好累...!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2518243200178841538?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-70641487444358680822010-04-29T01:40:00.003+08:002010-04-29T01:46:16.199+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff33;"><strong>想给你的一首歌~</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ffff33;">思念是一种很玄的东西</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">如影~随形</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">无声又无息出没在心底</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">转眼~吞没我在寂寞里</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我无力抗拒</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">特别是夜里 喔~</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">想你到无法呼吸</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">大声的告诉你~</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">愿意为你 我愿意为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 忘记我姓名</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">就算多一秒 停留在你怀里</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">失去世界也不可惜</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 我愿意为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 被放逐天际</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">只要你真心 拿爱与我回应</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">什么都愿意</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">什么都愿意 为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我无力抗拒 </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">特别是夜里 喔~</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">想你到无法呼吸</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">恨不能立即 朝你狂奔去</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">大声的告诉你~愿意为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 忘记我姓名</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">就算多一秒 停留在你怀里</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">失去世界也不可惜</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 我愿意为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我愿意为你 被放逐天际</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">只要你真心 拿爱与我回应</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">什么都愿意</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">什么都愿意 为你</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">我什么都愿意</span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">什么都愿意 为你</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7064148744435868082?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-67521609797423676302010-04-26T03:13:00.004+08:002010-04-26T03:48:19.435+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我多么希望你看得到我想说的话吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我：嗨，这几年你好吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>你还在怪我，恨我吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>没想到说不出口的话，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>竟然会是伤害自己的刀子，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>那么那么的痛!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我真的真的好想你，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>却又害怕听到你的消息，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我好怕你还在怪我，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>还在恨我...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我连承认自己都没有勇气，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>只能让朋友代替我打探你的消息...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>心真的是好痛好痛!!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我和你经历过的，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>快乐的，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>难过的，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>都是我的一道伤口，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>一次次的狠狠地被撕开...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>自从你离开后，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我又回到一个人的世界，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我好想念你的关心，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我好想好想回到从前，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>大骂臭男人，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>说着我们未来，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>说着我和你的点点滴滴... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>还记得我有一度封闭自己，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>躲在教室里伤害自己吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>是你，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>是你叫辅导老师来找我，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>才让我解开我那四年的仇恨.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>你知道放掉让你自由是多么痛的事吗?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>伤害你，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>那更伤害我自己，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>因为我比你更加珍惜我和你的一切..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>当初你骂我，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>每当你骂一次，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我的心就痛一次...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>没想到几年后，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>这道伤口还是无法复原，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>真的是痛到无法想像... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>只有你是我今生唯一的好朋友，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>谁都无法代替!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>这道疤痕是无法复原了，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我会继续痛下去，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>只要你快乐，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>我就算再难过，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong>哭了就忘了...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">听着《天空》，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">这一首歌是我最深无法说出的痛! ='(</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;"><strong></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6752160979742367630?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-59268002542493836262010-04-24T00:24:00.002+08:002010-04-24T00:41:45.390+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">工作虽然累，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">但是那却是忘掉烦恼的好方法...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">我今天没有想到那个人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">厉害吧?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">其实那只是安慰自己的话，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">假如我真的忘得掉，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">我为何还需要那么辛苦?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">都过那两年了，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">根本就不需要那么执著的.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">就是不明白，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">为什么!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">我该怎么办?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">我好累好累，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">但是我无法去做什么，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">也无力去做?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">累，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">但是我又睡不着!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">真的是他妈的讨厌...</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5926800254249383626?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-23932713939623358592010-04-22T01:57:00.002+08:002010-04-22T02:08:06.518+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">心情早已没有最初的激动，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">平静了许多...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">最近我不知为何我一直都在想着一个人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">一个对我非常重要的人...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">已不在我身边，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">我好想问问：你最近还好吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">生日过几天就到了，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">没有期待，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">那一天总会是我最寂寞的一天，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">因为从来不会有人记得我的生日，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">不意外了，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">我的心渐渐麻木了...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">但是我还是希望有人会记得我的生日，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">哪怕是一个人也好?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">可怜对吧?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">我最希望的人还是我最想听到消息的人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">你知道我有多么想你吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;">这些年你知不知我常想念着你想念着你?</span></strong><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6600;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2393271393962335859?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-57973019013807847652010-04-21T00:56:00.001+08:002010-04-22T01:36:58.246+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#66ffff;"><strong>我该坚持我所坚持，<br />还是我该放开所有?<br />内心承受了多大的压，压抑着多深的心情?<br />不经意的笑,<br />是我给你的尊重?<br />不经意的问候，<br />是我给你的告别?<br />你知道我现在有多想吗?<br />我真的真的好在乎你,<br />我好想念你当时给我关心,你现在到底在哪里?<br />你还记得我的生日吗?<br />我的愿望是想再见你一面,你能帮我达成吗?<br />你知道我好想对你说什么吗?<br />我真的好想对你说出那三个字...<br /><br />我真的好想念你? :'(<br />你回来好不好?</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5797301901380784765?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-56002485341052972872010-04-20T16:52:00.002+08:002010-04-20T17:06:18.376+08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">假如有天我再也无法承受这所有的一切，</span></span></b><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">放得下这所有，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">这代表我真的好想好想自由.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">被束缚的人，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">不会得到所谓的自由.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">之所以坚持着是由于我的倔强，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我不相信我相信的一切都会被现实而打败...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">有时候，我却不能不认输.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我不想要连唯一的信念都被现实一一的毁灭..</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">那么这样一来我还能相信什么?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">钱吗?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">还是所谓的感情?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我已经慢慢的失去了信心，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我是为了什么而坚持着?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我是好痛恨现在的生活，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我宽容，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我退让，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我容忍...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">我真的真的快受不了了，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;">拜托!</span></span></b></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5600248534105297287?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-20294331258503086972010-04-19T23:51:00.002+08:002010-04-20T00:22:26.439+08:00<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">在听着《我们说好的》，</span></span></b><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">纯粹是跟着思绪在走.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">你知道我现在是什么心情吗?</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">除了累 还是累...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">累是我现在的生活，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">没有其他.</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">我厌烦了所有，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">放弃了所有...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">我不知道如何去形容了...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">要别人去加油，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">而自己却在这自暴自弃，</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">真的是笑话!!...</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#33FF33;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></span></b></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2029433125850308697?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-29539532066829839742010-04-19T15:53:00.002+08:002010-04-19T16:11:23.552+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>当我听见朋友割手，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>是有点惊讶... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>原本在外表上，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>她是位很坚强的女生，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>但是她也是位爱逞强的人...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>虽然我无法想象她现在的经历，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>我很明白那种感受... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>因为我也有过.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>那种失望到绝望的失落，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>我懂!</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>至今我都忘了我伤害自己的理由..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>我也开心自己能过自己那一关...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>再多的痛，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>也不会比第一次的多... </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>我真的希望她能过得比我还快乐，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>我无法帮她什么，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>只能鼓励她继续加油...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>别让我们失望...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>你的笑容，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>或许就是我们的奖励了...</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">*你装作很满足</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">我比谁都清楚</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">你的笑隐约透露着孤独</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">快乐背后深深藏着痛楚</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">坚强的面对然后</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">偷偷的哭</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">偷偷的哭</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2953953206682983974?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-47564005809009028012010-04-16T04:01:00.001+08:002010-04-16T17:53:28.625+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我早已忘了 无忧无虑是什么样的滋味.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我现在的生活充满了压力与担忧...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">听到了一首歌曲,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我记得是这么唱的:为什么一定要长大，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">为什么不能说出真心话?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;"> 你有不能说的秘密吗?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不能说出的感受，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">你了解吗?有些事情不想说,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">是为了不给你带来问题，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不是我没意见...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">我不管，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不是说我不在乎，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">而是你无法帮我解决..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">没说出口，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">不是为了什么,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">是为了不让你来烦</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">...想要你快乐,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">其他有我来受..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6600cc;">但是值得吗?</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4756400580900902801?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-82622083657101584632010-04-13T03:19:00.003+08:002010-04-13T03:33:44.540+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;"><strong>累了，倦了...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">well,there are many things happened in this period of time... somethings that really felt tiired of it... this world is full of unpredictable and uncontrol.. ii doesn't know can ii still able to hang on and move on?jin sheng told miie that he believed on miie,believed miie that ii can still able to find back my old self?but many things are unable to go back,even feelings?the tiredness is something that no one can understand,the helpless..I'm sorry.. ii told him that.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">he always told miie not to give up on myself?but ii had already unable to see any hopes?struggling and lying to myself that everthing will be going fine.. but at the end?ii gets nothing back?</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">do anyone understand the feelings of mine? =(</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">having a hope with you,is a good thing?but always lying to yourself isn't not a good thing at all.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8262208365710158463?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-11170589611060755992010-04-09T00:15:00.000+08:002010-04-09T00:54:52.005+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>ii wiill be post next time...</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1117058961106075599?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-80108778345654227982010-04-04T02:57:00.002+08:002010-04-04T03:14:22.019+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>下着雨，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>坐在靠窗的车上，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>雨滴敲打着窗口，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>滴滴嗒嗒声...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>听着音乐，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>看着模糊的风景，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><strong>思绪不知不觉想着事情...</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8010877834565422798?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-4283889195591213702010-04-02T03:51:00.003+08:002010-04-02T04:08:39.991+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">听着音乐，</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">脚上发放着手提电脑，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">思考着能写些什么，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">却什么都想不到...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">所以才想写些什么.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">快4点了，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">心血来潮说想写部落格，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">这才发现其实也没有什么好分享的...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">日子一天天的过，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">想说这样的日子是我所向往的吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">今年我终于能出国了，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">是全家出动哦?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">也不算全家，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">阿公已经不在了，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">阿公：你好吗，我好想你哦?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">你在另一个世界还好吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">你过得比过去快乐吗?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">我好想好想你，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">阿公！我一定会好好帮你照顾阿嫲的... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">突然，感性了起来...</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">阿公我永远都不会忘记你的，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">我爱你！</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">打算出国9天，</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">而且还是一直期待着的台湾哦?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;">等着时间过... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#6600CC;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-428388919559121370?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-85396175841848816872010-03-29T16:03:00.003+08:002010-03-29T16:30:51.196+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">看着时间滴滴答答地走，</span></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">我的心也跟随着...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">走在无人的街头，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">什么都没有</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">惟有的只有寒风与星星陪伴着我...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">寒风吹得好冷好冷，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">心也随着时间的流失而停止跳动...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;"><br /></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">穿梭在十字路口，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">车辆来来去去，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">哪里是我能去的地方?</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">没有方向...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">路灯像嘲笑自己，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">没有留下痕迹.</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">寂寞的心灵没人慰问，</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">也没人关心...</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC33CC;">到底哪里才是我的内心?</span></b></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8539617584184881687?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-45642560436786174662010-03-25T03:06:00.004+08:002010-03-25T03:52:44.053+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有新baby的诞生，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">令我感到开心，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">毕竟那也是新的生命...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我听着Ah-lin的现在我很幸福，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那是一首我爱上的歌曲..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">关于爱情的描述，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">描述着开始了一段新的幸福，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">心里却还是爱着那位伤害自己的人...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱，对我来说真的很难.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不管选择爱人还是被爱，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">都是一段很辛苦的旅程，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">加上爱根本就没永恒...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那有谁会在这方面付出感情?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">快乐的越多，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">被伤害的越痛...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">这世界没有什么海誓山盟，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">也没有海枯石烂...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">没有谁能因为爱而爱一辈子...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不可能有绝对的绝对，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">更加不可能有永恒的永恒...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">永恒是多远?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你最爱的人永远都不可能</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是你一辈子的陪在你身边的人，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">幸福?哪里在是你的幸福?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱在哪里，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">哪里就是幸福吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你错了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你能百分百确定你的幸福没有所谓的残缺?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">幸福不可能是完美的，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">或许就是因为这完美两个字，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">才会有那么多的遗憾与无奈... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">没有谁能在爱情中那么绝对，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那么坚强..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你付出的感情的越多，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">心里的不舍就会更多...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">谁先在感情中付出真心，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">谁就注定伤得越深... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">愛與被愛</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">我們該如何選擇</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">全心全意愛一個人 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">但 卻傷的好重</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">好痛</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">選擇被愛</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">卻又不願意勉強自己</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">最後 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">卻是 傷害了別人</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">很想義無反顧的去愛一個人 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">也希望那個人 </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">是真心真意</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">但  愛情</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">永遠不會是完美的...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">漠不关心的感情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是谁的错?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">让了步，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">却一而再的越过底线...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不值得的感情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是不需要被挽回的..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你可以一而再的付出，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">但是不值得付出在一段已逝去的感情... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是能被时间抹灭的...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我爱你，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是因为我在乎...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我不再爱你，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是因为我不再在乎...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>*爱得深 痛得深!</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4564256043678617466?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-14834221765818271842010-03-24T17:35:00.001+08:002010-03-24T17:38:33.389+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>A-Lin - 現在我很幸福</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>他的手掌有種粗糙的體貼</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>他在我需要時候出現身邊</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>被你傷的那些 崩潰眼淚</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>多虧他無私的奉陪</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>哪天要是和你真的再見面</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>誰都不要再提醒那一段從前</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>有些事不面對 反而安心安全</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>你無權再動搖我的世界</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>現在我有了幸福 有人照顧 應該知足</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>你不像他 從不讓我哭</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱的再緊</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>依舊止不住那流失的溫度</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>現在我不停忙碌 不斷讓步 想看清楚</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>你不像他 把我當成全部</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>可是愛有時善良 有時殘酷 我要如何</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>愛他像愛你那樣義無反顧</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>不會提到最後和他的一切面對不愛的人 我終於諒解了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>曾經你用無言畫的句點 </strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1483422176581827184?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-77275277696564670762010-03-22T02:55:00.003+08:002010-03-22T03:00:48.832+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>我该如何去面对一切?</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">放着不管，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">还是逃避?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">对的错的，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">都该学着去承受!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">放下那些我不在乎的事情与人了吧?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">过去的不成熟，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">也该告别那些的不快乐了!</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7727527769656467076?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-40013524933086918382010-03-21T03:00:00.002+08:002010-03-21T04:08:34.055+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">谁说人生就像一场戏?</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">人们常说人生就像一场戏，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">戏如人生...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">往往很多不可能变成了可能.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">很多事情都是残忍，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">残酷的..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我内心的空虚，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是不管用什么方法都无法弥补的..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">戏，虽然有好多的残忍，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">但是里头也有满满的感动... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我好想用满满的感动，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">去填满我内心好怕好怕的心... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我害怕面对残忍，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">而选择了逃避.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我的心真的好怕!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我连一点点地打击都无法承受，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不管是爱情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">亲情还是友情...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我都选择了最胆小的路，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">藏在内心中...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那种恐惧，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我都没有勇气去面对... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">模拟出来的世界，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">对我来说是最幸福的.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">承受的压力，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你们有谁能了解..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我必须时时刻刻小心翼翼的去判断谁真谁假... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">谁是真心</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">谁又是假意?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我又必须强迫自己去面对那些人，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">心里好挣扎，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">内心好酸好酸..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">代表着我内心的感受吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4001352493308691838?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-59401003141100479612010-03-18T01:04:00.002+08:002010-03-18T01:31:55.742+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong> 我为什么会不开心啊?</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我的心，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">怎么有种失落感?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">心里闷闷的，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">想笑也笑不出来.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">代表了什么...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我想我不再执着，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">执着于这一切... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我学着放掉，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">放掉一切的不属于..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">地球有多大，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">人数就有多高... </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">人不会一辈子都处于在原地.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱情也一样.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是解药，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">也是毒药.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有的人能因为爱而得到所谓的永恒,</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有的人却因为爱而失去一切..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">失去的越多，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">得到的就会更多..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">无法不去改，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">改变你的过去...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你错了一回，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">并不能改变什么，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">伤害还是照成.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">人的一生，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">必定会感受到这世界的淘汰，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有些事情你不能去改，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你唯能做的只是牢牢地记住..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">当一些人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">一些事，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">都无法再回来的时候，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你就会明白.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你的心会痛，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">真的会好痛，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你的心已忘了什么是真心...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>真心，你有没有?</strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5940100314110047961?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-1391829368630344642010-03-15T00:31:00.003+08:002010-03-15T01:12:53.949+08:00<strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">当女孩哭，代表她放弃了...</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">自从女孩和男孩坦白后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩就没再对男孩说什么...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当女孩提起勇气，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">对男孩说：你从来没给我理由，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">给我留下来的理由...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">男孩却说：我喝醉了，我累了，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">晚安...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">从那一晚后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩就彻底对男孩绝望了...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩哭：哭出对男孩的感情，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也哭掉对男孩的希望...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">从此，女孩也对男孩放弃了...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">虽然，女孩还是每晚与男孩联系，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但感情却已消失不见...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩不再留恋，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也不再回头...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">男孩约女孩与朋友谈天，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩与男孩没太多交集，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩也没再想念，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">没再想过...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">男孩写了部落格给女孩，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩不明白男孩想表达什么...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩不知道发生了什么事情，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩不知道这一切的发生是为了什么，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩该怎么办呢?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">时间会让女孩了解一切...</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-139182936863034464?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-61996898939178672572010-03-14T02:39:00.002+08:002010-03-14T03:10:27.853+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>家家有本难念的经</strong>！</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">有人说：放下是人世间最难的难题...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">而刚好，我真的证实了..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">真的好难!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">尝试着不去在乎，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">催眠着不去想象，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">为何我还会去恨，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">痛恨他的所作为?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">每听一次，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">心也跟着凉了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">假如我能买早知道，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我根本就不可能去问，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">因为我决不让自己陷在痛苦与挣扎中...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">真的让我的心好痛... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">事实，真的是残酷的...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不管你愿不愿意接受，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你都必须去接受..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你痛苦，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你想哭，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那都是你的事情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">那为什么当初要那么做?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>为什么?!</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">现在的我，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">真的非常难受!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">因为一个人的所作所为，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">一家人都必须受到伤害... </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>有些事情不知道，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>比不知道还要来得好...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我该用什么心情来面对我一直以来最爱的家?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我想我需要时间的适应...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>希望一切都不会改变..</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6199689893917867257?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-74351449503065831442010-03-12T03:59:00.001+08:002010-03-12T04:04:29.664+08:00<a class="mr" href="http://mp3.sogou.com/music.so?class=1&amp;query=%C1%BD%B8%F6%C8%CB%D0%C4%B6%AF">两个人心动</a>-<a class="mr" href="http://mp3.sogou.com/music.so?class=1&amp;query=HotCha">HotCha</a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>如果爱上一个人</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>过程就像小说一样</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>有起承转合按部就班</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>一页接一页慢慢写慢慢翻</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>或许我们相处的时间还是太过短暂</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>相隔着距离的神秘感</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>你才让我想念</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>让我烦</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>看着你微皱的眉头</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>当你靠近我的时候</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>不想用尽心机猜来猜去</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>好想要你的温柔</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人心动 我不懂</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>下一步应该怎麽走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>是不是我伸出手</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>你就牵着我走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人被动 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>谁先开口</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>谁先为爱赴汤蹈火 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>原来我爱的没有保留</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我只怕错过</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我也想过放弃你可是比想像中还困难</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>不知不觉养成了习惯</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>总是期待你每一夜说晚安</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我再不想跌跌撞撞只想找一副肩膀</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>靠着安稳的一个梦想</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>希望那个人就是你了</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>看着你微皱的眉头</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>当你靠近我的时候</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>不想用尽心机猜来猜去</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>好想要把你占有</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人心动</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong> 我不懂</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>下一步应该怎麽走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>是不是我伸出手</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>你就牵着我走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人被动 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>谁先开口</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>谁先为爱赴汤蹈火</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>原来我爱的没有保留 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我只怕错过</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人的心颤抖</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>如果你也会怕我难过想保护我</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>想要好好爱我</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人心动</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我不懂</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>下一步应该怎麽走</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>你也有相同感受 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>不想只做朋友</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>两个人被动 谁先开口</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>谁先为爱赴汤蹈火</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>原来我 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>爱的没有保留 </strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>我只怕错过</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"><strong>爱不需要保留 真爱不容错过</strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7435144950306583144?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-12450836346345480422010-03-12T02:42:00.003+08:002010-03-12T03:59:28.292+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>爱...是否能包容所有的错?</strong></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">有人说：你爱一个人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">你就必须也包容他的缺点...</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">背叛?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也是缺点的一部分?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我非常不认同...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩，女人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">追求的唯有内心小小的幸福...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">美的，丑的，聪明的，贤淑的，大剌剌的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">所要的只有男孩，男人的温暖...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不管多年轻，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不管过了多久，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女性要的只有你们的拥抱...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女孩，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">可以为了男孩而勇敢..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女人，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也可以为了男人而加油..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你们呢?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女性无怨无悔的付出，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">却连你一丝丝的慰问都没得到，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">得到的唯有你们自私的背叛，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而女性还必须包容你的错?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">爱上就爱上了，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">谁也无法不爱谁...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">或许爱真的能连续下一次的幸福...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1245083634634548042?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-84641577010197135422010-03-10T00:36:00.004+08:002010-03-11T03:23:04.623+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我的心，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是心碎后的平静...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">还是又是另一次难过的开始?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有人说：<strong>男人哭是因为他爱了，</strong></span></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女人哭是因为她放弃了...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">连两天与他聊天，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不再对着我与他的话题绕，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">也只是纯聊天...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有时，他难过，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">也只是淡淡地安慰... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我的心不再心痛，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">也不再难过...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不管他的心里想的是谁，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是我心痛过了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">不在乎了?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">当他说：他去了我们的专属地方，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我的心为何没了感觉?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">有人也说：<strong>你为了他哭，</strong></span></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">代表着你还爱他...</span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那现在的我真的彻底失望了吗?...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">或许我想要的体贴，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">他早已无法给我...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">假如...我真的能不喜欢他，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那我是不是能过得更快乐呢? =) </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">我想....是时候去专属地方了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8464157701019713542?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-22982391185459462502010-03-10T00:36:00.003+08:002010-03-10T00:42:05.249+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">那天醒来</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">忽然想开</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">不愿再做等待的女孩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">拿掉戒指</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">扎起马尾</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">开始不再想你姿态</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">接受无奈</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">承认失败</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">她才是你的爱</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">寂寞伴随</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">自由色彩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">迎面来</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">头发甩甩 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">大步的走开</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">不怜悯心底小小悲哀</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">挥手Bye-Bye</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">祝你们愉快</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">我会一个人活得精彩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">也许明天</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">我会选择</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">自己旅行</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">不轻易恋爱</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">也许明天</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"> 我会遇见比你更适合的男孩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">接受爱情</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"> 自有安排</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">谁才是我的爱</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">寂寞伴随 </span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">自由色彩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">迎面来</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">头发甩甩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"> 大步的走开</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">不怜悯心底小小悲哀</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">挥手Bye-Bye 祝你们愉快</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">我会</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">一个人活得精彩</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">或许一个人的精彩，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">才是我未来的人生...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">放弃吧!这是你该走的路...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2298239118545946250?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-64426159037294038602010-03-09T12:25:00.002+08:002010-03-09T13:19:16.140+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>人生中有许多种爱，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>但别让爱变成一种伤害.</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你的身边是否有位愿意付出一切</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">代价的人，请好好珍惜他（她）</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">别等到他（她），走了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">累了，才发觉自己早已爱上了他（她）.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">你不能把他（她）对你的好，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">都视为理所当然...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">因为他（她）没欠你什么,</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">唯独欠的是爱上一位你不爱他（她）的人...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有些人因为爱而向前，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有些人因为爱而退却，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有些人因为爱而勇敢，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有些人因为爱而害怕.</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱，就像灿烂烟火一样，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">瞬间绽放，美丽却短暂..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">爱，也像苦涩咖啡一样，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">喝下苦涩，苦涩却带点甘甜..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有一位女生痴痴地等着男生，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">一天天地等，却一天天地失望.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生每天都等着那男孩的接纳，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生陪着他，当他需要的时候.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生鼓励他，当他迷失的时候.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生安慰他，当他流泪的时候.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">而那男生却把那女生的存在视为理所当然...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">那女生以为爱就能改变一切，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生是那么坚信着...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">但是当女生终于发现，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">男生的心里惟有另一个她，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生绝望了...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生不想再等待，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">等着一位他不会爱她的他，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">于是女生没再联系男生..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">女生离开了，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">带着绝望而离开..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">男生不敢联系女生，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">是愧欠，还是抱歉?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">男生失去了一直陪着他的那女孩，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">而男生早已失去再次拥有她的资格...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">男生只能站在原地，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">等着那女生的回头,</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">但...失去的爱情，</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">有回去的一天吗?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>失去就是失去了，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>就算你得到与她（他）的友情，</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>你也永远得不到她（他）的心...</strong></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6442615903729403860?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-61152069109988285112010-03-08T14:59:00.004+08:002010-03-08T15:45:48.633+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">一位男生，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一直偷偷着喜欢着一位女生.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">男生每每都欺负着她，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但那女生却非常讨厌那男生..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">突然有一段时间，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那男生不再理会那女生，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也不再欺负女生...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">其实，在那女生心里</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也在意着那男生的举动..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">过了半年，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">男生又恢复了以往的举动，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而这举动也渐渐的把俩人的关系拉得更近..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而俩人也坦白了对对方的感情，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">并开始了一段恋情．</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">女生的仰慕者，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也就是男生的好朋友，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">竟然也喜欢着那女生，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">仰慕者一次又一次的告白，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">令那女生又内疚又烦恼...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那女生找朋友想办法，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那位朋友心里只有一个想法．</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">爱情，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">需要勇气，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">伤害在爱情里没有对与错，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">只有爱与不爱．</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">爱，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">也不是礼物，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">相爱没有错，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">仰慕者爱上那女生也没有错，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">错就错在爱上了错的时候..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如因为内疚而分开，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">是否也照就了那仰慕者的内疚？</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">世界万物，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">都没有错与对，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">惟有这世界的黑与白．</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那男生与女生最终还是在一起，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">甜甜的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>爱情，是要靠自己去争取的！</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">千万别放弃你所爱的人，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">或许你赢不过上天，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">只要你爱得无怨无悔，</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">你做的都是值得的...</span></strong><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /></span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6115206910998828511?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-72230783389207764492010-03-07T01:28:00.004+08:002010-03-07T04:02:34.028+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">看着部落格而流下了眼泪，<br />读着内心的感受，<br />难过的哭了..<br /><br />如果你非常喜爱一样东西，<br />最好让它自由.<br />如果它能回到你身边，<br />那它就永远属于你，<br />如果它终究不会来，<br />也不必太伤心，<br />因为它本来就不属于你。<br /><br />一对情侣本来能开开心心地在一起，<br />天天聊天，不管多晚.<br />有一天晚上，<br />那女生感觉那男生有心事，<br />对她很冷漠.<br />那男生可以好几天不打给她.<br /><br />那女生觉得男生很过分，<br />当有天男生与女生在上聊天室，<br />女生对男生抱怨.<br />而男生却只说"我们分手吧!"<br />女生突奇的冷静，<br />隔天联系那男生说"能到我考完试才分吗?"<br />男生却说"对不起,我不能"<br />那女生的心好痛好痛，<br />她却忍着问"为什么?"<br />男生说"我已和一位女生定了婚约，不能和你在一起"<br />女生知道后，很冷静.<br />女生反而没掉一滴泪，<br />还祝福着他.<br /><br />她开始逃避，<br />逃避有他的地方.<br />但她还是没哭，<br />可是她感觉她的心早已在淌着血..<br />女生一直在努力着不让自己有想他的机会，<br />她却无心听课.<br />那女生天天都在等着他上线.<br />有天，那女生忍不住联系男生.<br />女生和男生聊天问他好不好，<br />虽然简讯是微笑着，<br />女生却发现自己留下了眼泪.<br /><br />女生总以为自己可以做得到，<br />做得到放那男生自由，<br />可惜那女生还是做不到..<br />女生还是无法控制自己的情绪，<br />在与男生告别之后，<br />女生没再联系男生了.<br />女生还是偷偷地关心着男生，<br />看着他的部落格，<br />每看一次，<br />心就痛一次.<br />里头都是述说着男生与新女友的快乐回忆.<br /><br />女生天天用工作来麻醉自己，<br />天天往外跑，<br />害怕自己想起男生.<br />那女生不在意薪水有多少，<br />女生只在乎工作能填满所有能想那男生的时间..<br />过了一个月，<br />那女生以为她遗忘了那男生，<br />开开心心的过着生活.<br />却没想到，<br />因为一个原因又与他再一次见面.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7223078338920776449?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-87229408800718932722010-03-04T16:50:00.004+08:002010-03-07T04:04:25.407+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">哎~ 我不知道我做了什么决定，是对的?还是错的?今早，其实我有interview的，可是我却感觉有心无力..所以我对那负责人说了个谎，而把interview改去了明天...或许，我去做工总比无所事事来得好.昨晚与一位失恋的朋友在聊天，聊到了4点.聊什么我也大都忘了，我记得我们都在聊彼此的感情问题.他说他哭了，而我又是个笨蛋，不会安慰人的笨蛋.聊感情的问题时，有多了一份不舍与感叹..也聊到了我们的过去..他还问了我一个假设性的问题，他问我假如有天他追求我，我会有什么反应?当时的我，想都没想就回了他那么一句，我知道你只是开玩笑的，因为有谁会在分手的第二天告白的?还没笨到那么离谱吧?假如，他真的需要我的回答，我也会回答他不可能..四年前，不可能.现在，更不可能!我不想正视的回答他的问题，所以以开玩笑的反应去回答..<br />而昨晚吓得我的心快跳出来了，我想写一封简讯给我自己.我写着你知道我还喜欢你吗?还没写完也就还好，更惨的是我真的真的不小心send给了我的ex.他吓了一大跳，我也被自己吓了很多跳，我不希望他乱想.就索性写说不可能会发生这种事情的，就算我真的还对你有感觉，我也不会让你知道.我不想要他胡思乱想，就说了出来.可能他根本就不会在意.我做了一场梦，我梦见我与他在一起骑脚踏车，突然我失去了平衡，不知道从哪里跌了下来，而他立刻跑去跟妈妈说，而当妈妈抱起我的时候，我的头流了血，然后我就昏迷了.我被这一场梦吓醒的，12点多就起来了...应该只是一场梦而已吧，可能是我自己爱想太多了..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8722940880071893272?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-89469992935072271512010-03-02T23:38:00.003+08:002010-03-07T04:05:15.468+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">是我不会看人，还是我都会被别人的外表下欺骗?我真的觉得我真的是很笨!那么轻易的就相信别人，可能我相信别人的眼光根本就是差到了谷底...我想对自己说连我都觉得我很同情我自己，你好像好可怜.我还想对自己说你好对不起哦...什么事情我就不想多说了.那已经是过去了，现在的我对谁都很简单.来就来，走就走，不关我的事情..看开了吧?现在的我已经不知道什么是自我了?就当“朋友们”逛街好了，想进就进，想出就出,一切就随他们了..<br /><br />友情，现在对我来说已经不再那么重要了.我想现在的我就只会利用他们罢了，他们做初一，我就做十五..<br />亲情，现在对我来说不可能不重要，或许对亲人这字有点怪吧?内心的感受，难以去解释，或许我的内心也有与其他人一样的想法.或许是种种的不公平，还是什么?我也不想知道什么，不管那么多是最好的...<br />感情，我该有所期待?还是我该抱着与他能在一起的希望?不可能了吧?<br />事实就是事实，不管你怎么的改，这一切都不会有什么改变，不是吗?假如能的话，为何我们会走到这一步?可能我们对彼此的感觉都没改变，可是时间却改变了!我们彼此都不勇敢，怎么继续?我觉得还是算了吧，这样的话，对谁来说都觉得好累，</span>不是吗?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8946999293507227151?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-41551562200068217362010-02-28T03:27:00.004+08:002010-03-07T04:05:41.459+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">从来都没那么痛苦，那么挣扎过.虽然过程都是漫长，痛苦的..没想到想原谅一个人真的有那么那么难.内心的那种挣扎，你有过吗?什么人与什么事，我无法说出.放在心里真的是有够难受!无法对谁说，也无法原谅，你叫我该怎么做?这一次我真的感受到什么是矛盾?什么是进退两难?<strong>痛苦，我想面对世界的残酷才是最痛苦的!</strong>我不想再提起了...<br /><br />昨晚，看到了他的部落格.他或许说出了内心中的痛苦，而我却不了解到底发生了什么事情?是我不够了解他，还是是他的避而不谈?我生气，气他为什么爱钻牛角尖，同时也很气自己为什么我什么事情都帮不上?我无法解开自己的心结，现在的我也没资格去解开他人的心结?我想他说的那一位，永远都不可能是我.是我笨吧?明知他已把所有的过去都忘了，我还傻傻以为他还记得.记得我与他快乐的时候，其实我错了!我总命令自己不该联系他，不该想也不该记得.而我却一而再的去违背我对自己的要求.内心里总有一点点的希望，我总说自己别傻了!他早做了决定，你这么做是否有点过分了?<br /><br />这一段我早该遗忘的感情，我为何还在意着?每当与他聊天，我从不敢与他认真.怕他以为我厚脸皮的缠着他，我从不敢说我还在意他.一首《假装》表达了一切，我只好继续与他假装下去.假装我不再喜欢着他，假装着我不再像从前一样.林慧婷!你也是时候放开了吧?抓着一辈子不可能的人是不会快乐的.一个人说过：<strong>你要找一位他爱你比你爱他深的人，这样一来就不会像现在一样，一再的失望，一再的受伤</strong>... 我知道你痛苦，你却不知道说不出来的我，比你还要痛苦！你到底有没有在乎过我的感受?!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4155156220006821736?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-84504939290729240682010-02-28T01:00:00.007+08:002010-03-07T04:06:09.923+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">这首歌是我心底的旋律，也是我永远都无法实现的痛...<br />你明白我想对你说的话吗?<strong>this song is about girls who always act strong in a relationship, but actually they are suffering inside. They kept pretending to be okay, waiting for the ones they loved to realize how much they loved them. However, like in the MV, this girl (JOLIN) finally realized that pretending to love some one or not, they're all in vain.</strong><br />蔡依林-假裝<br />呼吸着一种孤独的味道<br />心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉<br />我笑了笑反正你看不到<br />我要的幸福<br />遗落在你怀抱<br />当爱失了焦<br />那些最初的美好<br />早被你搁在一角<br />街上拥挤人潮<br />走着看着都是摧眠符号<br />记忆停不了<br />穿过读你的心跳<br />穿过想你的味道<br />我只想不被打扰<br />假装多好我只要<br />只想要再拥有一秒<br />去相信你的拥抱<br />一直会让我依靠<br />继续等待<br />还心甘情愿的不想逃<br />走着看着都是催眠符号<br />心甘情愿不想逃<br />假装多好依然是<br />依然是暧昧的tone调<br />一个人无理取闹<br />两人世界的煎熬<br />我被自己困在自己设下的圈套<br />像是鸵鸟<br />相信时间是唯一解药<br />视而不见<br />傻到了无可救药<br />其实早明了<br />你的爱已随风飘<br />想要找<br />再也找不到<br />假装自己<br />已解开冰冷的手铐</span><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZufB8EUqKyQ"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8450493929072924068?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-78580494249552562642010-02-27T01:20:00.011+08:002010-03-07T04:08:01.979+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gFTV3DhFI/AAAAAAAAAF8/ZkoMOlCxhIE/s1600-h/11181.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442605979520959570" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gFTV3DhFI/AAAAAAAAAF8/ZkoMOlCxhIE/s200/11181.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">force to take photo with weird uncle[疼我的second ah dui]<br /></span><br /></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gFDEFT0KI/AAAAAAAAAF0/aXjhO2qw-G0/s1600-h/11157.jpg"><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442605699871002786" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gFDEFT0KI/AAAAAAAAAF0/aXjhO2qw-G0/s200/11157.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff0000;">big sis and mei</span><br /></span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gE2-SRhqI/AAAAAAAAAFs/nbVV-dTHw2E/s1600-h/11156.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442605492156335778" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gE2-SRhqI/AAAAAAAAAFs/nbVV-dTHw2E/s200/11156.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">my two young cousins<br /></span><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gEn2T_hyI/AAAAAAAAAFk/9JvZpwmcH1I/s1600-h/11136.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442605232318023458" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gEn2T_hyI/AAAAAAAAAFk/9JvZpwmcH1I/s200/11136.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">big sis and miie<br /></span><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gEVzx_zBI/AAAAAAAAAFc/uE50opRP-DY/s1600-h/11152.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442604922400918546" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gEVzx_zBI/AAAAAAAAAFc/uE50opRP-DY/s200/11152.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">mum and big sis<br /></span><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gD3P0FirI/AAAAAAAAAFU/TikXcFLntMs/s1600-h/11153000.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442604397349931698" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gD3P0FirI/AAAAAAAAAFU/TikXcFLntMs/s200/11153000.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">my cute second ah yi</span><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gDldDTO1I/AAAAAAAAAFM/RjLhDQh1WI4/s1600-h/11159.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442604091665759058" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gDldDTO1I/AAAAAAAAAFM/RjLhDQh1WI4/s200/11159.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">smallest cousin!!damn cute de.</span><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gDVZX6zSI/AAAAAAAAAFE/SL2xON2B8B8/s1600-h/11151.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442603815800589602" style="WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gDVZX6zSI/AAAAAAAAAFE/SL2xON2B8B8/s200/11151.jpg" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">youngest and second cousins!</span><br /></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">random pictures during CNY!happy memories!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7858049424955256264?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-83356200342587010002010-02-27T00:54:00.009+08:002010-02-27T01:12:18.312+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gAVQV51NI/AAAAAAAAAE8/gKZ9zA6_A-E/s1600-h/11176.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gAVQV51NI/AAAAAAAAAE8/gKZ9zA6_A-E/s200/11176.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442600514841334994" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gAECK-tOI/AAAAAAAAAE0/P3DxtBhocoY/s1600-h/11177.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4gAECK-tOI/AAAAAAAAAE0/P3DxtBhocoY/s200/11177.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442600218979644642" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f_rMA0FOI/AAAAAAAAAEk/JYXU1iZ0c3o/s1600-h/11172.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f_rMA0FOI/AAAAAAAAAEk/JYXU1iZ0c3o/s200/11172.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442599792124630242" /></a>奇怪的树<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f_U3qFD3I/AAAAAAAAAEc/MLiWzOLbVL4/s1600-h/11171.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f_U3qFD3I/AAAAAAAAAEc/MLiWzOLbVL4/s200/11171.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442599408703442802" /></a>奇怪的骨头<br /><br />2月16号，我们陈林两家去了bottle tree.我和我的大表弟在说我们没有朋友约我们出去，所以我们需要陪四位老人.当时我们还在笑着玩笑，一起玩... 我妹妹与最小表弟在抓鱼，他们都笨笨的，很久在抓了几只.我很开心有家人在身边...晚上我们还去834吃饭.其他的由照片表达吧....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8335620034258701000?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-18478543713185815012010-02-27T00:34:00.004+08:002010-02-27T00:51:33.511+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f8AxUk2iI/AAAAAAAAAEU/3grNeTONJQg/s1600-h/11165.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f8AxUk2iI/AAAAAAAAAEU/3grNeTONJQg/s200/11165.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442595764870371874" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f71ZTRtiI/AAAAAAAAAEM/3qYi19V8EK0/s1600-h/11148.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f71ZTRtiI/AAAAAAAAAEM/3qYi19V8EK0/s200/11148.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442595569443911202" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f7nXzqdeI/AAAAAAAAAEE/psBZtUwTUZE/s1600-h/11145.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Hjoo10u9Oj0/S4f7nXzqdeI/AAAAAAAAAEE/psBZtUwTUZE/s200/11145.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5442595328524711394" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />昨晚我睡在阿姨家...我突然从我阿姨的口中获知了关于家庭里的大消息,当我听完阿姨对我说的故事后.我的反应惟有惊讶还是惊讶.对于是什么事情，很抱歉我无法对外说出，这关系着这家庭，我一直以来最爱最爱的家..我最爱的家！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1847854371318581501?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-60745569701443647482010-02-22T03:44:00.002+08:002010-02-22T04:42:19.165+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">边哭边看完《下一站幸福》这一集，突然心里涌出了好多的话与感触想表达..这一集让我领悟了什么是爱?... 爱 原来有很多种，也有很多表达的方式..最单纯的爱 是最深也是最珍贵的..你身边是否也有为你付出的那一位?这种纯真的爱情，是我想都没想过的，原因是纯纯的爱始终还是抵不过现实的残酷?... 自从上一次的感情，我也搞不清楚什么是爱?为了你爱的人而牺牲 那是一种爱?为了放你心里所爱的人自由 你牺牲了自己 那也是爱的另一个方式.. 为了让你心爱的人快乐 你还是牺牲了自己 那还是爱你另一半的方式?你欺骗，你撒谎，只为了想要你爱的人找到属于他们的幸福?你是否知道你所爱的人并不是那么想的,假如你所爱的人只想与你一起 就算以后发生了什么事情?你以为你做的决定是让你爱的人快乐，却没想到你爱的人却意外因为你的理由而得到更深的伤?你是否也有做错的时候?我说过有很多事情是我们都无法去控制的，就算你做的决定是对是错，那也决不是你一人能决定的，这样一来对你爱的人不公平?假如你真的爱你爱的人，那为何需要剥夺你爱的人所做的决定?有时候，是我们内心无法去承受那种对方不再喜欢自己的事实，而间接的逃避，而把对方推开?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">感情应该爱恨分明，应该去坦白?假如连坦白都懒，那对对方的信任是否也都随风飘走了呢?没有信任与爱得感情是种折磨，我曾经差点掉入这深渊里!但是其实我一开始就明白爱与恩情是两种不一样的东西...你知道吗???当我知道那位男生的健康不好，而我也明白他对我的感觉是什么，我却什么都无法去回应他?就算他对我再好，我还是无法对他做出任何的回复...当下的压力，真的是谁都无法去了解的...那位男生的感情很真，也很深，也是因为他对我的认真我一直都无法给回他什么...不想欺骗他，劝他放弃，而他却从来没有放弃的打算... 在这个月的某一天，我终于接受了他，但他却拒绝了我...我接受不是因为我喜欢，而是真的想跟他试看看...我也说明了我喜欢的人从来都不是他，而他却说他根本就不在意?...而他拒绝我的理由是他自己的健康，现在的他无法给我任何的保证?其实他大可接受，但是他却没有?他的用心我看到了，假如我早点认识你，或许这一切的一切都不会变成这样，但是对不起你来晚了...但是他的真，我感受到了，谢谢他!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">原本我以为爱就该勇敢的去追求，但是其实是我的想法太过天真了?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6074556970144364748?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-47437241356609940492010-02-22T01:28:00.002+08:002010-02-22T02:06:32.666+08:00<a href="http://mp3.baidu.com/m?tn=baidump3&amp;ct=134217728&amp;lm=-1&amp;word=%C2%DE%D6%BE%CF%E9"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">罗志祥</span></a><span style="color:#ff99ff;">-爱不单行</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">找不到人说</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">心理的寂寞</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">找不到人懂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">怕黑的折磨</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">找不到命中注定</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">在一起的那个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">很多人都像我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">一个人过生活</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱 只有简单笔画</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">却比想象复杂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">恨安定 爱变化</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我爱过几个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">也被爱过几遍</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">却还是没能将幸福留下</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱 是不可数的吗</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">为何我还相信她不是独行侠</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我在等一个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">在等我的永恒</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">告诉我爱不单行别害怕</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">用不完身边泛滥的自由</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">还是怕孤单是一种诅咒</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">羡慕我能飞的人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">为何在天黑以后</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">还是宁愿回到</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱情那个枷锁</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱 只有简单笔画</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">却比想象复杂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">恨安定 爱变化</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我爱过几个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">也被爱过几遍</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">却还是没能将幸福留下</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱 是不可数的吗</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">为何我还相信它不是独行侠</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我在等一个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">在等我的永恒</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">告诉我爱不单行</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">别害怕</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我在等一个人</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">在等我的永恒</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">告诉我爱不单行</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">相信它<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4743724135660994049?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-34531095171617678772010-02-20T00:46:00.001+08:002010-02-21T04:16:06.550+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">最近发生了些有开心与不开心的事情,严重的感觉到疲倦与无力感.. 昨晚失控的述说着内心的感受，难道我还奢望什么?期盼着什么?... 那晚将会是我最后一次的放纵，不管我释怀了没或是我没忘，我都不将与谁提起..那一段的黑暗已影响了现在，我不再想再影响着我的未来..述说的对象是他..我与他有很多事情都避而不谈，是关于什么内容那已不再重要了.. 经过了失控的那晚，我又了解了!!有些执着是我不该去执着的，有些问题是我不该去提问的...我将会学着如何去放下内心的任何执着，不管是友情也好，感情也罢.. 当执着已不再执着，过去也将会过去.. 放下的执着或许对我，对他也好... 我逃过，避过，始终逃避不了他.或许老天在暗示我是时候放下那一段执着了，我会学着如何不在半夜联系他，学着不躲着他...不躲着不敢去教会..我不会再想着我们的快乐回忆，只会称职的当你的一位好朋友!!一位我永远的朋友!!就像周惠的歌里“话题”里的歌词里一样，爱不爱结果都教人伤心，我不知道该怎么作决定?我不会再误会也称心的接受...希望以后的一切我都能开开心心!!! =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">神木与瞳 - 爱炼</span></strong><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我不懂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">不爱这种结果</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">你别说</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">别说不是心痛</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我放了手</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">像不再为爱前进的时钟</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">停在心头</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">部落格</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">记录我们的所有</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我的梦</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">从此已经不同</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">那些感情继续在不对的刻要多久</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我的世界</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我来掌握</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">你给的爱像手链牵住了我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱的太多</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">而我想要的你却不懂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">两人的世界就剩下了一种心碎的春梦</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">你沉默</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我却有种心痛</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">猜不透你心里想什么</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我的感情</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">为你失去了自由要多久</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">就算是爱</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我想解脱</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">你给的爱像手链牵住了我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">爱的太多</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">而我想要的你却都不懂</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">两人世界就像剩下了一种心碎的春梦</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">我要的爱用温柔链住了我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">不会退缩</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">而你不曾问我是否快乐</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">俩人的世界都不必再折磨</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">谢谢你爱我</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我是坏人-</span><a href="http://mp3.baidu.com/m?tn=baidump3&amp;ct=134217728&amp;lm=-1&amp;word=%CE%E2%CC%FD%B3%B9"><span style="color:#33ccff;">吴听彻</span></a><span style="color:#33ccff;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我想我们都只不过是一个角色</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">扮演着和自己不一样的人</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">小心的笑着疼直笑的人醒着</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">把甜蜜酝酿成满分</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">直到彼此都无法再继续承受了</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">只好说服你</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我不是个好人</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">对不起</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">很过份</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">可能也很残忍</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">但回忆至少够深刻</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就算有也只是乱了分寸</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我没有认真</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">不要记得我</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">伪装的安份</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我其实坏得不能</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就相信我最后一刻的天真</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我是坏人</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">━━≡music≡━━</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">知道彼此都无法再继续牵手了</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">只好说服你</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我不是个好人</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">对不起</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">很过份</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">可能也很残忍</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">但回忆至少够深刻</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就算有也只是乱了分寸</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我没有认真</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">不要记得我伪装的安份</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我其实坏得不能</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就相信我最后一刻的天真</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">在深刻爱情来临之际</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我们都懂得</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">预言的结束时的泪流~伤痕~</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">认真对你来说是种负荷</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我们都存着</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就干脆怨恨会比较好分</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">就算有也只是乱了分寸</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我没有认真</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">不要记得我伪装的安份</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">我其实坏的不能</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">这是我心我最后一刻的见证</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">相信你永远记得我是爱你的坏</span><span style="color:#33ccff;">人</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3453109517161767877?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-52488382746459612022010-02-12T05:42:00.000+08:002010-02-14T22:49:46.394+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">新的一年，原本是快乐的一年.. 可惜!!.. 今年的新年，对我来说没有什么特别的意义，假如一定要说什么意义的话，那也只是外公去世的意义...西洋情人节与新年一起，原本就是一个很有意义的一天，可惜我一点都不开心起来... 我的心情根本就没有快乐的感觉..有的就只是郁闷!.. 什么事情导致的，我没心情说... 今年是我有史以来最不开心的一年... 我想今年也不会是我的一年.. </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5248838274645961202?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-35210848464629133182010-02-12T05:19:00.003+08:002010-02-12T05:42:25.282+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">5点20分了吧.最近有太多事情，纷纷攘攘... 前段时间，我放弃了这世界.. 今年的我觉得做人做得好累好累...有很多事情是我难以去控制，唯有老天.发现了有太多的事情是不能去阻止的，不管你是否做到了100分.. 这世界不是你付出了多少，你就会得回多少..我不知道我又学到了什么?..我也不知道我是否我看开了?..或许这世界不管过了多久，我还是我!!我还是我自己，不管未来的日子里我得到多少的伤害...是我自己学不乖，一直毫不犹豫地去付出... 或许我该开始学我的人生观了.. 学着只要自己去付出，而我不在乎得到的有多少?可能因为我是金牛座吧，凡是一定都会精打细算... </span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">星星：我不保证我可以完全的接受这世界种种，但是我愿意去接受?或许过去的我，太幼稚，太小孩子气了...我也不能保证我可能永远都会看得那么开,因为我不是圣人，我也是一位普通人...我会笑，我会哭，假如以后我难过，我难以接受..没关系，只要你给我一些些时间，给我去接受这种种残酷的事实，我就会懂我该怎么去面对..我愿意再去相信一次?我不知道我这次的信任是否会不会再次受伤，但是没关系..我该学着这世界的所有，这不就是我活在这世界上的意义吗?... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">我会用自己的方式找到属于自己的幸福与快乐!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3521084846462913318?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-56823781504847500852010-02-11T00:47:00.002+08:002010-02-11T02:24:02.052+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">又该说我走运了?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">忐忑的心，随着心跳跳动着... 我不晓得这消息是否是真是假，假如给我一个选择，我当然不希望这消息是真的..原本好好的一个人被死神判死刑，从天堂掉入地狱的人，那是怎样的感受?...伟祥问我：假如我只有两个月的生命，怎么办?... 以我对他的了解，他从来都不会问我假设性的问题，但今晚他问了...代表着什么呢?...是否代表着他将会离开我的事实?... 当我在猜想的时候，我都觉得好怕好怕..我真的好希望好希望那是我胡思乱想，都是我想太多.. 事情好像不是我想得那样.伟祥是我的干哥，而他也是我唯一的干哥..我们一路认识以来，我越来越了解他在想什么，也明白他所做的种种原因...我心情不好的时候，他会逗我笑，他也会安慰我..为什么老天那么残忍要夺走他的生命?...我不懂，我真的不懂... 他的病让他失去了所有的朋友，现在又夺走他的命，那根本就<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">不公平</span>，<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#33ccff;">不公平</span>!!!</span><span style="font-size:100%;">我威胁他，我要他在两个月后买生日礼物给我，其实我不是稀罕什么礼物，而是不想他离开...我威胁，我生气，也得不到他的一句答应... 他从来都不会答应我什么，因为他知道他根本就做不到，他不想我失望... 他为我做了那么多，而我却什么都回报不了... 今晚，他又回到我最初相识他的时候，什么不说，也什么都不让我知道... <span style="color:#ff99ff;">伟祥，我早已明白你对我的感觉，而我还假装不知道.对不起!!无法给你你想要的，要怪就怪我吧?... </span></span></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">死伟祥!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">你要我如何去接受?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">我真的难以去接受?!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5682378150484750085?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-11181592521755890522010-02-10T05:16:00.003+08:002010-02-10T05:51:05.282+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">又是另一个5.15分!... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">再一次的离开，是否注定了一切?.. 他从来都不会挽留，就像我从来不会挽留他一样.他，其实和我一样，只可惜我们根本就不该相遇... 我们一开始的相遇，就注定了我们之间的关系... 假如我和你说我不会再与你联络，他给的答案也只有好，保重身体... 其实，我不用再次的与你联系.当我决定离开的时候，我就有决心不再相遇...再次的相遇，是我想都没想过的..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">如果我想要离开了，你会答应吗?...最近对你的态度，我想你也感受到了，其实我是故意的，也能说是无心的... 或许我对你的态度你根本就不开心，但是对不起!!我对你的态度是我从未对其他人有过的，可能心底还是有存有感觉吧.我们之间，你无法给我我想要的，而我也害怕得到我想要的，所以一直以来我都把你推去她的身边..欺骗自己早已对你毫无感觉... 你无法给而我不敢收的感情，对你来说可能是种负担.对我来说，是安眠药... 一颗，两颗能帮助你睡得安稳，但是一旦你吃掉整罐的药，那就是折磨... 我从未想过，我们之间的事情会变成一种负担，直到我再次的相遇... 你要我留下，我就默默地呆在你的身后，替你加油，安慰你，耍你开心... 我无法抱怨什么，因为我们只是朋友..但是这一次，我真的觉得好累好累.. 或许我从来都对自己没有信心，导致现在的我就像一位陌生人，其实这理由不是因为我们之间的问题而是我觉得做人好累!!我真的好想休息一下~ </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">ii doesn't know what can ii do?... either way can ii choose,can ii jus give up on both?...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1118159252175589052?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-63234581403231836802010-02-10T02:48:00.002+08:002010-02-10T03:06:39.461+08:00<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">我...又失控了!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我不知道我失控的理由，现在的我觉得很无力.. 不管怎么做全都会是我的错..是外公的事情令我感到心痛的，还是是一切?...其实，我害怕谁对我关心，一直以来我都爱开玩笑，从来的我都爱掩饰自己的脆弱..而那行为也成了我逃避事情的一种方式... <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ccff;">假如你无法一直的关心，就请你收回你的关心!</span><span style="font-size:100%;">自从很多事情发生之后，我对事情都觉得很冷漠.是绝望还是灰了心?... 连他都发觉了，没想到有那么明显... 可能现在的我连假装都觉得疲倦了，原以为这样的改变可能会让我觉得快乐些...没想到，身边的人都不喜欢这样子的我... </span><span style="font-size:130%;">但是你觉得我该怎么做?</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">*[我没有心情与心力去面对所有的那一切，勇气早已不再我身边]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6323458140323183680?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-27886045352244846532010-02-08T05:14:00.003+08:002010-02-08T05:59:27.129+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">现在已经将近5.15分了，而我还有不打算睡..其实，这时候我早就在在半路了，可是现在我竟然想睡的感觉都没有.. 或许是心里有心事的关系吧?... 我再写这部落格，其实我不打算把我心事写出来，而是我想找个地方说说自己的心情..不开心了一整天，当我仰着脸看着天空，却看不到我想看到的星星...星星啊星星，你明天出来好吗?... 自从我不再去vista了之后，我一直想办法让我用什么事情来帮我忘记那些不开心的事情... 走路回家，看看星星是我开心的另一种方式...每当我不开心的时候，我都会故意不搭车，而是从woodlands走回marsiling.. 而有时我还会懒惰的走到快到家的时候，搭车回家... 想一想 也还蛮好笑的..但是走一走路，出了出汗，心情当然也跟着变好啦!.. 看星星，是我快乐的另一种方式.. 每当我看着星星的时候，我都觉得心情突然很平静.. 一边走路回家一边看着星星，有星星的陪伴就算是孤孤单单地一个人走在路灯下，晚风轻轻的吹，真的会令我快乐许多... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">*[愿望]*</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">~[想买一条星星项链，打算让那颗星陪伴我当我不开心的时候]</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">~[出国看全世界每个角度的满天的星星和流星] ^^ 想一想也觉得开心!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">*[这是个我快乐的另一种方式]*</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">慧婷：其实，我没有话想对你说.或许是你自己有话对自己说... 你是不是该做些什么呢?你会这个样子，是什么原因在困扰着你，我想你比什么人都还要清楚..只是你这样子是真的在乎?你气，也只能气你自己..你爱宁静，其实你也没有错.可能错在于你的立场..每当你被别人利用，被骂的时候，你都在做什么呢?你只会静静的 什么事情都不敢说..明明不是你的错，你也宁愿被其他人欺负.. <span style="color:#ff99ff;">我的想法：其实，不是我没有脾气..而是我不想去计较，假如这样子什么事情都不会发生的话，安静不就能解决所有的问题了..是!我是笨又胆小,我想快快乐乐又平平安安的日子是每一位想过的吧?.. </span></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">给某人：对不起，和你闹脾气了...其实我只是不想要你对我那么好.每当谁对我好，我都会欺负他，你也不会例外的..其实我也不想太依赖你，我是一位很依赖别人的人.. 我怕你对我好，我就会很依赖你.依赖是一种坏习惯，我不想要依赖谁.. 依赖你或其他人对我来说是一种软弱，这样一来我以后不管发生什么事情就不能一个人坚强的去面对了..而你也不能永远都让我依赖，那倒不如学着依赖自己... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2788604535224484653?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-42906301068025481832010-02-08T00:18:00.002+08:002010-02-08T00:59:25.690+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">连阿姨和外婆都看出我的心情不好..呆在家里的我，直到3.15分阿姨打了通电话过来，她要我和外婆一起出门由于我外婆的眼睛在晚上一直都看不清楚..4.30，出了门，搭了巴士.一整段旅程，我都在沉默.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;">DUN FEEL LIKE CONTIUNE..</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4290630106802548183?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-7486582717343727462010-02-07T01:43:00.003+08:002010-02-07T02:22:52.094+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:130%;">当我坐在巴士里，安静的听着音乐... 我看着窗外的风景一幕幕的扫过，心里想着很多事情.从我懂</span>事以来，我的记忆里所有的一切，都是令我苦不堪言的往事..唯一保留的就是家.我<span style="font-size:130%;">不明白为何要考验我而给我百般的问题?...我发现自从我开始接触什么是心机?什么是欺骗之后，</span>我就改变了!我开始学着如何耍心机，也如何欺骗谁.或许我不该信誓旦旦的说我待人<span style="font-size:130%;">处事都是公平，而我困惑了?为何我就该活该被牺牲?可能我从来都不懂该如何去拒绝，也不懂如</span>何去耍赖.. 我为何永远都是等待的那一方，为何永远都是被牺牲的那一方?...可能<span style="font-size:130%;">是我不够狠心，所以才会傻傻被利用却还开开心心的与谁一起... </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff99ff;">*[我好想说，我累了!我不想因为对方而被对方一而再的伤害，我不想要被耍.. <span style="font-size:180%;">[我外表的无所谓，并不代表我的内心不会流泪...]</span>[外表下的坚强，只是属于自己的一份倔强][请不要用我的无所谓与坚强来糟蹋属于我自己的一份自己]*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-748658271734372746?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-89907878239600269072010-02-07T00:35:00.001+08:002010-02-07T01:11:55.802+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;"><span style="font-size:180%;">NO MOOD TO BLOG...</span> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">thats mean nothing to show..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">thank you..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8990787823960026907?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-30674189693418011242010-02-05T23:52:00.003+08:002010-02-06T01:19:25.986+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">原本我的心情根本就没好过，过后却因为发生了一些事情而让我的心情好转...我真的快被气炸了!!那些变态的人又再一次的来烦我，当时真的快疯掉了...对男生来说是幸运，对女生来说是一个麻烦啊!然后，我刚回来，有人说那些都不是本人回复的，所以不需要理会那么多!!!当我听到这消息的时候，我真的是气到~~~~~~~~ 还被人说我笨!!![不会电脑而已，有错吗?]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还有得气的事情是我的工作... 可是我做了两件事情，让我的心情大大的好转... 第一件事情是捐钱..我和妹妹在家附近吃饭，突然听到了好像开radio一样，虽然那是一首老歌，但是声音却很好听...结果没想到是一位行动不便的男士在唱歌,最后我和妹妹一起给了4块钱... 第二件事情是我喂了小猫咪吃东西...问题是：我妹妹买了3块钱的尤鱼，而且那是大包的!... 害我的3块钱飞走了... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">[我常说的有很多事情都是难以去控制的，人世间有很多事情都不是一时间都能去解决的.阿姨刚刚对我说，假如以后她体弱多病的话，一定要让她死的痛快，她不想受任何的折磨... 这一直都是我最害怕的事情，没想到阿姨会想的那么开...]</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3067418969341801124?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-71434679473113524232010-02-04T22:28:00.002+08:002010-02-04T23:35:44.587+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">昨晚试工从三点多开始一直到晚上的10点,是无薪工...做到要死，最后还是得不到那份工作... 心里觉得好闷，好烦...不晓得最近怎么会觉得那么烦?... 我觉得好疲累. 最近的我一直都在家里，我突然好讨厌外面的生活，连我最喜欢去的阿姨家都没去了，现在的我越来越不喜欢出门.反而留在家更好，因为这样子的话就不用去应酬那些无聊人的对话，也刚好可以推掉所有人想给的问题...事情越来越多的我，真的让我很抗拒，或许这也是我想逃避所有问题的一种方式...我这样的方式是在囚禁自己，还是想囚禁自己的内心?...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">*[当所有的过去已成过往云烟，遗憾就早已留在你心底]*</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7143467947311352423?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-71249213687063036772010-02-02T22:52:00.002+08:002010-02-02T23:20:01.387+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">what the hell?!到底是谁那么"变态"?!用我的hotmail上网找女人，真的是够了!!!假如你那么爱的话，我祝你早点得爱滋啊!!!真的是超级下流减三级的人，王八蛋!!!真的是气死我了!我的msn就快要变成滥交的聊天室了，假如让我知道是谁那么做的话，我想他会早点下去和祖宗十八代面前道歉... 其实我也不想这样骂人，但是也太过份了吧?...最近已经够烦了，那这些小事情就不需要我再去烦了，不是吗?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">世界上有很多事情是我们难以控制的，这句一直以来都是我的左右铭..其实，这一句真的让我想通了很多事情...这也让我想念过去，想起那份天真与对待谁的真诚... 我好像忘了自己何时为了谁而奋不顾身的帮忙着?... 今年我18了，也该好好想想未来的路该怎么走了?... 家人说的早嫁人，对我来说真的是好笑..靠男的，我想我会死的很惨... 注定失去的，你将会永远的失去...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如给我从来一次的机会，我不会做当时的选择...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7124921368706303677?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-71716696666756244212010-02-02T01:05:00.002+08:002010-02-02T01:56:27.757+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">今天与一位我几年前交的朋友聊了一整天，其实我和他交谈的内容是什么那都不重要..重要的是我与他交谈的感觉.是害怕~ 我从未有那种感觉，其实我不应该那样的.或许上次的那件事情令我感到害怕，恐惧吧?当他一直追问我我在哪的时候，我突然有一种很害怕的熟悉感.那种熟悉感是我与另一位我最恨的人交谈的时候.我没想到我那么那么的抗拒提起那位我恨的人.. 每当我提起那位恨人，我都会冒手汗..那位朋友还要我找回当时第一次遇到他的开朗，我却说他永远都不可能会了解我的感受．假如事情都能解开，我还会变成现在这样?!假如所有的假如都会成真的话，世界上就不会有那么多如果．我还害怕到需要爸爸的陪伴，从来不需要有人陪的话原来都会有需要的一天．很胆小吧?..我竟然那么的懦弱?!这根本就不像我?!?!没想到一句话会令我改变成这样，也真是太可笑了吧?!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈～　我真该大笑一场...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">[我真不该让所有的人担心我，就算那是一场谎言也好]</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">[王心凌 - 黃昏曉]</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">风吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹在黄昏的空中</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">我飘呀飘</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">飘啊飘 飘不进你的心中</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">问一问风怎么说</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">也不能解释所有的痛</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">到不如问一问我</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">要怎么去过</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">风吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹在微凉的梦中</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">我追阿追</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">追阿追 </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">却停在原地不动</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">风为什么还不走</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">陪着我安静等你划过</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">我不再问为什么</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">因为我懂了</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">拥抱的温度</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">只有你清楚</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">通往幸福的旅途</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">黄昏才领悟 </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">该往哪里停驻</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">我用一辈子去追逐</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">风吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹呀吹风吹呀吹</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">吹呀吹</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7171669666675624421?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-55606913569454684682010-02-01T01:48:00.003+08:002010-02-01T03:48:54.885+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">其实...我该怎么说呢?或许是生病的关系让自己的情绪低落吧?我把责任推到了他的身上，其实我才是做错的人... 他部落格写他女友和他分手，不晓得为何心会有种喜悦的感觉?我却要他和她复合,而当他说事情是一场误会，我的心会有痛的感觉... 我的选择应该是正确的吧?我根本无法在他身边帮他什么而她能..既然我没资格当，那她就会是最好的人选，有她的照顾没想到我会那么安心... 前几天的态度还那么好，而现在却又那么冷淡，不是没有原因而是我不想让你知道..我知道你烦，我不会再去打扰..*永远*</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">*[希望你保重]*</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff99ff;">那件事情真的对我影响很大，虽然只是一件小事.. 我不知道他的目的是什么，也不想知道他在想什么!他所做的对我来说真的令我难以释怀!!每当我想到他写的那一封恶心的简讯，我都好恨他好恨他!!我终于明白那种感受了... 你知道吗?现在每次当我想到他的时候，我就觉得自己............... 我怕我难以渡过自己内心那一关，没想到自己的反应那么大!!!他的行为让我觉得好恶心，好变态...就算是其他的男生都一样!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5560691356945468468?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-60350746186543666132010-01-29T02:00:00.003+08:002010-01-29T02:44:42.463+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">我是在自挖坟墓吗?整颗心都七上八下的，原因是什么?... 私底下我会再告诉你?...今天的心情不是很好．对不起，我又骗了你...我好想找个人商量，我的心里其实很怕很怕...我知道你的心情不好，所以我才选择不告诉你的...我不想加重你的心情，所以才会选择自己去承担...当我写这部罗格，我的眼眶是泛着泪的，想必你不知道我的心里有多害怕?...希望我想的这一切都是自己吓自己的!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6035074618654366613?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-66409424602304120222010-01-28T13:13:00.004+08:002010-01-28T13:25:50.274+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">无意间发现了另一件无奈又无助的实情.连我都难以去接受，更何况是他?..我知道他不会有时间来上我的部落格，所以才能让我将真心话说出...他说了个谎，虽然他是有心的但是我不会怪他，我这件小事比起来根本就微不足道... 当事情发生后，我却无法在第一时间给与安慰.我很庆幸他的身边还有她给与他一点力量...我知道他很心烦，我将不会打扰他的生活,我的存在并不会让谁都好过，倒不如我离开就好?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">**[我知道你的心很痛，也知道你难以接受，她会代替我帮助你度过难关的][加油了!]**</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6640942460230412022?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-68708527783987382142010-01-27T23:23:00.002+08:002010-01-28T00:30:03.160+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">手还是痛着!!虽然有时会痛，但是希望我的手没有再恶化，要不然我就会死得很惨!!... 想说去推手的，却因为时间太晚了才想明天去.. 最近的我，很难入眠.我一晚的时间下来，我有时会起床三到五次...虽然我起床的定义不是下床走一走，而是我都会断断续续的起床... 这样子下来，我感觉自己越来越累.我是真的感觉很累?...我很糟吧?... 我怎么觉得自己觉得好累好累?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">突然不想写了... 让沉默代替一切吧.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6870852778398738214?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-62187612062478999142010-01-27T02:46:00.003+08:002010-01-27T03:53:31.131+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">手好痛!因为我的手又扭到了，可能是推拿auntie太想我了...哈哈哈哈哈!!! 关于今天我不想多说什么，没有原因也没有苦衷.只是单单的不想多谈... 有人说在乎的越多，喜欢的程度越高... 我..不知道!原本想默默地离开，而他却一直留我..我离开的原因还是为了他，不是我不再喜欢，也不知道我还再不再喜欢..我离开的原因只想单纯的想要他幸福，快乐... 我不想要因为我一个人的存在而缭乱了谁和谁的生活，心里有很多很多的矛盾与挣扎而缭乱了我的决定..我第一的担忧：他的身体..其实，我能走得潇洒要不是因为他，我可以永远都不再在他面前出现... 没想到情况却不是我想像的那样，我以为我一人的离开对谁与谁来说都是一种解脱.我也以为他真的很快乐，让我以为他真的很幸福，而我也可以放下我对他的执着... 原来这过去的一切，都是假的!!!离开他后的每天，我都把时间填得满满，不让自己有时间去想...每到晚上，听着过去他给过我的歌，我的眼泪都会在打转...我想恨过，直到再相遇的那一天，我那一个月的努力都瓦解了...我以为我放下了，我也以为我不喜欢了... 骗了他我的假身分，却意外让我了解他过得好不好?... 结果：根本就没有!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">**[假如你看到的话，我希望你能好好照顾自己的身体][不管未来我们最后变成什么结局，我希望你比我还要幸福，快乐][你也是让我快乐另一个理由]**</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6218761206247899914?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-65204749763308430362010-01-25T02:12:00.002+08:002010-01-25T04:35:13.398+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">我该怎么做才能让所有事情都能解决?... 我真的好苦恼，我好像进退维谷... 进也不行，而退也不能.假如从那一天相遇我能继续的坚持，坚持自己的想法，这所有的一切都不会存在了吧?... 我让朋友决定了我的决定...我知道这样的方式有点鲁莽，但是这已是没有办法的办法了.. 对不起，我不是故意要那样做，唯独这样才能解决.虽然可能这决定对你来说很不公平，我实在没有什么办法了!对你照成的伤害，将会是我永远都无法原谅自己的理由. 我们可能就是那么有缘没份吧?只要看到你的笑容，就算你恨我.我都无所谓!这就是我给你的最后的快乐，可能对你来说会是一种伤害，只要你继续过你的日子..好好的，快快乐乐的，其他的由我来承担就好. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ccff;">**[与其让你在我怀中枯萎 宁愿你犯错后悔 让你飞向梦中的世界 留我独自伤悲 与其让你在我爱中憔悴 宁愿你受伤流泪]**</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;color:#ff99ff;">*只要记得我对你真心过，那就够了</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-6520474976330843036?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-26655535149311915932010-01-24T03:01:00.002+08:002010-01-24T03:25:21.822+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">我与他好像又回到了原点... 我真的不知道为什么我们一直在这问题打转，我好不喜欢这种感觉... 我该怎么做才能让所有人开心呢?... 因为很爱 所以会想通 不再去坚持己见让彼此难过 当感情很稳定 很浓厚 退让 也会有种甜蜜感受... 上一句是一首歌的歌词，梁文音的三个愿望. 你知道吗?我自私的念头又从自己的头脑串出来了，其实我根本就不知道我该怎么做?... 假如我真的伤害了你，对不起.. 我不想要因为我们而让谁都不快乐. 假如一个人的退出能让谁都快乐的话，我很乐意自己是那一位.不是因为我不想去争取，而是我想用自己的方式让他开心.. 我给他的快乐不一定需要谁在谁的身边，或是在他身边逗他笑.他的快乐是他给我最好的报答了... 其实，我不知道假如让他知道的话，他会不会不快乐?... 我好希望看到他快快乐乐的笑，我又该怎么做呢?... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-2665553514931191593?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-36276731098511092182010-01-23T01:56:00.002+08:002010-01-23T02:59:42.893+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">总是不喜欢掉眼泪的我，总在看过难过剧情的时候而掉下眼泪... 不是因为自己不够坚强而是在剧情里看到了感动... 感动不需要钱来挥霍，感动其实也可以用小小的方式去传递... 我知道在这现实里我看不到那些无私的爱，我也从未相信有谁能为了谁去牺牲什么?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我有一个疑问?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有谁能帮我回答?..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">他又回来了，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我却不知道我现在的立场是什么?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">是我的朋友?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">是我喜欢过的人?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还是是我曾经喜欢过的人?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">自从我和他相遇之后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我就一直在想着这问题?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我一直在他的背后支持他，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">帮助他.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我是用什么立场来帮助他，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">支持他的?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我是还喜欢着他的吗?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">这一些问题是打从他和我联络之后所给我的疑问?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有人说：只有我自己最清楚?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我却不知道我到底是怎么了?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">时间能帮助我找到那些答案吗?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我已经不知道了... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3627673109851109218?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-89160448842618236082010-01-22T02:26:00.002+08:002010-01-22T03:27:53.689+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">自从时间匆匆的流失的同时，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我也慢慢失去了表达内心的力量.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而我却好想好想找回属于自己那份真诚的情感，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我再也找不回来了... 因为我知道.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">别问说内心的忐忑该如何去宣泄?.. 还是内心的疑问该如何找到解答?忐忑不安的心是我给自己的疑问也是我的心想找到的答案.该说是我太自寻烦恼还是该说自己是胡思乱想的笨蛋?从未想过自己对谁来说是那么的重要.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">可能想过，而答案却不是自己想要的... 现在的我，找不到任何的方向因为我被自己迷失了.迷失了我的理智，也迷失了自己内心的感受... 自从朋友对我的离开对我的打击很深之外 ，我也迷失了自己想给自己的方向.虽然我的身边一直都不缺谁，其实我最缺的是自己!自从朋友的离开，我也想找到另一位她，而谁都不能再代替她因为她是我最好的朋友.我把这些朋友归类成朋友，而不是我最好的朋友.虽然她给我的伤害，是我最不想得到的，最后我还是得让她离开.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">被我归类的朋友，其实并没有不好，而是我找不到属于自己的需要.我很明白她对我的告别，是她还珍惜这段友情.因为在乎对方，才会一而再的伤害着对方，原因只有一个就是想让对方更快乐的活在这世界上.. 我的心虽然已千疮百孔了，但是我却还是没有放弃她永远在我内心的地位，没有人能代替她在我内心深处的地位，谁都不能!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-8916044884261823608?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-57531809710126458972010-01-20T02:28:00.003+08:002010-01-20T02:47:52.279+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">Love is the only medicine for a broken heart.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">从过去至今，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我从未想过那么多...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我从未想过那一天给了我很多的无力感.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当我去cell group时，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我竟然会哭.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一直都强求自己的我，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">竟在那时一次的崩溃... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当我回想着过去，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一次次的伤害再次涌上心头，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的眼泪却一直流下... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那时的我多么想让我所有的眼泪冲掉所有的过去与难过.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我一直哭，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一直哭...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">虽然都是过去，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">却对我来说永远都是一个缺口，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也是永远的禁地.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">即时那些过去不仅有坏的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也有好的... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5753180971012645897?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-78137430482518305222010-01-11T04:33:00.000+08:002010-01-11T04:34:09.432+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">another blog of mine...</span><br /><a href="http://iimstillov-ingu.blogspot.com/">http://iimstillov-ingu.blogspot.com/</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-7813743048251830522?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-35606831569426549592010-01-11T00:39:00.003+08:002010-01-11T00:54:11.828+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">明天就要拿成绩了，<br />其实说不害怕是骗人的，<br />即时我已知道我的成绩不可能会好，<br />因为外公的死对我的影响很大...<br />我从来都不可能能把家人放在一边，<br />更何况是残酷的死亡?...<br /><br />我嘴上从来都不说我的在乎，<br />即时是任何的时候?...<br />我从以为只要放在心底就好，<br />什么事都不需要那么绝对..<br />算了，<br />那些事情我不想再提...<br /><br />其实我该知道我的成绩会有多不好，<br />哎~<br />希望一切能过吧?...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3560683156942654959?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-8315208224842353792010-01-08T22:32:00.003+08:002010-01-08T22:55:44.137+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">最近，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">觉得好累.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">况且也没什么好写的..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每天做工到晚上，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">然后就过了一天?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心情刚刚变好了点，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不是为了什么，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而是为了天上的星星?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每当，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我觉得心情不好的时候，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我都会看着天上的星星，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">虽然星星不会和我说话，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是总会给我一股力量...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">星星是我的幸运东西，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我希望我能找到一条项链，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">给我力量...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">这是我的一个小心愿... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">明天是我放假,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">终于可以休息了...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">好啦,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一切就停在这...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-831520822484235379?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-31172999982212631252010-01-06T01:29:00.003+08:002010-01-06T02:17:41.693+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">听着罗志祥的《几分》，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心里挫中复杂...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心中有好多说不出的感受，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">难以启齿... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的生活还是从简，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">没有太大的起伏..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有起伏的或许是心中的遗憾吧?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心情起起落落，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">难以抚平... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">这一次是我最后一次提起他了?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">或许他看得到，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还是他早已忘了而爱上了她... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的离开，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">只对他有好处，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而我陷入了这样的困境... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">没办法，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">谁叫我没有他来得狠心?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心里还是好想好想，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而我对谁都没有诉苦..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有时会很难受，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">却假装潇洒，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">说他的不是来安慰自己...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">说他的背板，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">说他的劈腿... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那也都是自己替自己找不想他的借口罢了.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我渐渐发现我不同了..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我不再依赖谁.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">一切都自己承担，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有时会想哭，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有时会替自己加油... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我身边的人不再和我那么近，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有时也只是说说话，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">却不再有更深入的交谈.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">她们不敢问，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而我也不想提.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如你看到的话，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不需要有什么表情，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而过去我对你的各个谎言，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我不需要给你任何的理由...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">就算你讨厌我，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还是恨我...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我都无所谓了，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">这一切不再需要，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如有天我出现在你面前，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你不必讶异.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不是我想你，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而是你只是我的其中一个过客..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">背叛与原谅，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">在我的字典中永远不会有交际... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">即时对你还是有感觉，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我还是不会原谅你..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">所以不管你对我是讨厌还是恨，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">对我来说那根本不算什么.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">心中的那份感觉，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">时间会帮我从我的心中消失掉... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我不会再提起你，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也不会再写关于你的事情.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">因为你已是我的过去式...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不用内疚，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">或许说你根本就不会内疚...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-3117299998221263125?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-48169615933354613182010-01-05T23:03:00.002+08:002010-01-06T01:26:20.274+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">葫芦形的沙漏，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">往往都在控制着我们的生命.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当沙从微细的空间流下的当儿，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">都代表着时间都在无情的流失当中...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当沙从上流下，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">冥冥之中也代表着我们的命运...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">从天堂掉下地狱...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而每当你想握紧生命，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">想控制命运的时候，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">沙往往都会从指尖流出,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">想抓紧却无能为力... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">以上都是纯属虚构...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我好想问问你...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如你的生命不再有谁，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而即将病危的你，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">只留下三个月的时间，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你会如何去抉择?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">去旅行?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">去完成属于自己的梦想?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还是做自己还没做完的心愿?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我很好奇，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">是不是有个令我满意的答案?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有的人为了不让家人痛苦，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">竟隐瞒病情，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">至到即将离去?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那是爱家人的方式，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">还是对自己的残忍?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">对我来说，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">这是最自私的做法?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">站在病人的立场，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">病人会说:"家人看着我生病，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也即将看着我离去，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">把所有伤痛留给家人，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我不想给家人负担"?... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">假如家人是负担的话，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那我宁可你没爱上任何人，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你没娶，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">也没嫁.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">家，对你来说的意义是什么?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你问过你的心?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">其实，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你比谁还要家人的关心，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">你只是担心家人比担心自己多?...</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-4816961593335461318?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-55435228924199670772010-01-05T02:50:00.002+08:002010-01-05T03:19:26.059+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">由于这几天都在工作，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">所以我写部落格的时间越来越少.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">其实，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我还另有原因，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">那就是因为我不想提到那个人.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">或许我最近，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">看的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">听的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">想的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">都是他的原因吧?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">不是我愿意，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而不没选择.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">当我看海派甜心的时候，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的心都会难过，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">因为我和他都是这样.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">唯一不一样的是，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们没有再见.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">可能有误会，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我也不想谈.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每天的忙忙碌碌都是为了忘掉那些曾经.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每一天都把时间填满的感觉是什么?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每工作的时候?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">吃饭，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">睡觉，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">看电视.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">无时无刻都在填满我想他的时间.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">在地铁上，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我听着歌，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我都害怕我会想着他.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">每次我都会买好多好多的小说，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">就是为了不想想他.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">而他却开开心心的和她在一起?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">算了...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-5543522892419967077?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1536896283856636213.post-19597855483293737492010-01-01T22:27:00.004+08:002010-01-01T22:46:36.252+08:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">31号的那天,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我和家人去了East Coast Park?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">坐到我屁股都痛了，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">最后什么都没玩，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">只是吃!吃!!吃!!! [快变肥猪了]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">因为我的小表弟的脚踏车是四轮的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的姐姐就叫我等他，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">就把我留在那里.[王八蛋的臭姐姐!]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我就只好带我的小表弟回去.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">刚好，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我一回去，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">有买了好多的鸡翅膀.[哈哈哈~ 我把姐姐他们的份都吃掉了,谁叫他们不等我]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">过后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我的大表弟想学踏脚车，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我就教他咯，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是我的姨丈就带其他人踏脚车,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">真的是气死我啦!!! [要不是，我怕大表弟那么没信心...]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">过后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我就和阿姨一起去厕所，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">顺便去买点东西吃.[我早上没吃哦，我的食量不大的，别误会哦] =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">买了菜头粿，椰子水，还有三个curry puff.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">刚好，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">全部人刚回来，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">东西一下子就吃完了.[Oscar's family...]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们就打算去吃东西，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">明明想去吃火锅的，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">但是最后改成834.[..........]</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">屁股又痛到下车，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们就开心吃我们的晚餐.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">最后，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们就各自回家，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">因为我们都想看倒数的活动?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">我们倒数5! 4! 3! 2! 1!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">新年快乐!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">又是新的一年!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">希望一切顺利，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">由于明天有做工，</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">1点就睡了~ =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1536896283856636213-1959785548329373749?l=bloody-happiistarz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>happiistarzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03901958210156994733noreply@blogger.com0